phew… after dear went back to kl… is time for me to start my 1st official badminton training… before this I did not receive any formal training before, just keep play match and learn from mistake only…
the training, was quite tiring… we have to do drill every time before we start our training, then train footwork, stroke, then only match play… sometime will have multi-shuttle also… our formation is shang ling is our first single ( former masum single champion ) which is our leader also… then follow by torres and ismail, our first double pair, who they partner before for imtgt tournament before this… second single is ah yang, second double, now we got 3 player to choose, 1 is me, then kok tong and hazwan, haven’t decide yet, but I guess most probably will be me and kok tong, coz we have train for some time, that hazwan just come for training 2 time only… and last single is sze jei, did not put much hope on him, although he is good, but he don’t have stamina, training also want don’t want like that… so angry with him… our this time formation can consider very strong also… I guess we might emerge as champion, if everything goes accordingly, coz we got 2 strong single player, now I still don’t know masum standard till where, but after I see IMTGT tournament, I guess the standard won’t till very high also…
for myself… I don’t know why… I feel that I play badminton last time is much better than now, when I started to play hard and train hard, partner with kah shiuan that time… I can feel that I smash harder, jump also higher, energy also enough, but now not that strong already… I don’t know whether the player I meet now is much stronger, so I look weaker, or what is the problem, I just cant get the satisfied feeling after every time I training, some time I quite angry with myself… but whatever it is, I’m training hard now, I will try to give my best for the tournament…
coach said the way I hold racquet is wrong, and the position when I jumping smash also wrong, makes me cant come force out all my energy, so my smashing was not that hard… hmm, but I think from last time till now I use the same way to play only, why last time I can smash hard, but now cant already… grr, I will try to change this when I come back from the tournament, now got not enough time for me to chance already…
after watching a couple of games from sudirman cup, I will try to learn how they defend, especially lee yong dae, my idol, haha… when he defend, he will half squat and put his racquet in front of him, while me is standing and put racquet below me… I must try to change this to improve my defend…
ok, enough about my badminton things… I will be going UUM on Tuesday, and back on 27th, if I not mistaken, if we fight till final la, hehe… hope we can win this tournament… good luck to usm team… ^^
next, got something especially for my dear… dear arr, remember I told u that I got something special to write to u, hehe… hmm, actually that time I felt that I got a little abandon u, din accompany dear that much, due to training in the morning and evening, very tired, then torres also beside me, got not much time can accompany dear, even call also some time din talk much coz I tired after training… so lo, wanna tell dear I realize about this, not that I ignore, I care, so, whenever I got free time, I will call dear, and acc dear as long as I can lo… I wrote down dear d class timetable, but I wrote it on my note book, which I will seldom look at it now, if last time I will write on a piece of paper and pierce it on the board, now I din do that, so I cant remember when dear got class… hmm, since this is my blog, so I can write wateva I wish right? at here, I want to say something to my dear… bb, dd love ya, muackzzz… ^^ after my tournament le, go back cai accompany dear ya, wait me o, another 2 more weeks, hehe… hope this 1 month holiday I can bring go somewhere to play… looking forward to it…
missing my old friend in kluang, all having holiday now, but I still at here o, grr…. if around this time, I should be watching champions league with wen jie lo, play badminton with laoda, night play dota with f2 geng, mountain climbing with leeping them, n so many more.. waiting jie to come back from Russia, then planning to go for a trip, so many things wish to do during this 1 month holiday… go back play badminton with those uncle also…
something about my buddy… laoda that day bring car accidently hit on someone, although long time already, but I still want to mention at here.. cause it seems like he got trauma after this accident, he really very very scared… go back just talk to him… wen jie now seems like goyang kaki, haha, while his gf went to primary school teaching o… jeevagan, coming back soon from Cuba, looking forward to meet u too… jie jie coming back from Russia around 20th, u come back enough ya, dun bring d flu along… :p super big head danny, that day suddenly called me, ask about bus from penang to kl, then he come to penang that night also, haha… meet him and went to batu feringgi with him, quite fun… ^^ sherene, duno how is her ady, heard that she planning to go sg to work… waiting to go her bro shop at kluang mall… n so so many more inside my mind that I wanna share… now late le, cant think le… cont some other day ba… maybe after my tournament… good luck to me… ^^ adios….
Monday, May 18, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
penang trip picture~
haha, USM line suddenly allowed me to upload photos to blog.. so happy... choose out some of the nice picture that me and my dear took together on her penang trip... but some of the picture still with dear, i haven't get from her... this is part from it, hope you guys can enjoy...
pagoda at kek lok si, me and dear climb up to 5th or 6th storey, so tiring, and so high, make my leg shivering :x
inside the very small train, small space but still manage to take picture ^^
top of penang hill, penang is just below our leg :x
an old train of the top of penang hill, once, this train was use long time ago...
sell take picture, i think is very nice... ^^
snake temple, and some of the creature inside...
cobra
a very huge cobra inside a big cage
look at it, how big it is...
tortoise~~
monkey, very cute, but very agressive...
haha, this is lizard, a very disgusting want...
taiwan bull at queensbay, cute? haha..
dear at taiwan bull ^^
XXXL chicken ^.^
delicious mango ice ^-^v
temple at lorong burma, sleeping buddha is here...
throwing coin into wishing pond, manage to throw in 3 out of 5...
dear turn...
a huge buddha statue, the angle of this pic is from bottom de...
another nice buddha statue, spend a long time to take this picture...
this is it, the very huge sleeping buddha...
outside the temple, got a pair of huge dragon...
entrance of Toy Museum
child's play, scary toy...
a full set of pikachu, maybe xiaomei can name some of the character...
we got a spiderman here, and also a spiderwoman o, haha...
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Dear penang trip
hmm, this time, where should I start my story again, haha… last post was in the middle of final exam, hmm, really a hard time to pass, this time exam, without the help of some of coursemate like last semester, is pretty hard for me as I don’t have the complete notes… luckily some of them turn up and help me in the end, thanks… with some of my coursemate, hmm, guess no need elaborate more ba, what past have past, try to look forward…
the moment after I finish my last paper, I have to prepare for my dear to come le, wahaha… really rushing that few day, have to study, find the map of penang, find this and that… thank you ah pui and kaiwah, show me the road around penang, kaiwah even become my tour guide, go take her and bring her here and there, phew, more familiar with the penang road now… I will try to upload some photo if can, many photo we took together, but I don’t whether USM line allow to upload or not, I shall try later…
the moment have came, dear reach here at Wednesday night, then we went and had our dinner at some lousy mamak stall (sorry dear, let you have some not nice de dinner, hehe), and went to watch Manchester United vs Arsenal at midnight 3am with ah pui also… MU won 1-0, but it should be at least 3-0 or 4-0 want, is ok la…
First day of our journey, had penang famous cendol and char koey teow at penang road, and a egg tart… then we went to penang hill, but the person told me kek lok si will close earlier, so we went to kek lok si first.. First time went there, don’t know the road, quite dangerous as I driving kancil car only… Wow, really a place that should not be miss, somemore there got a huge Guan Yin Statue, which both of us got a shock, first we though that it was a construction of a building, but actually it was a Guan Yin Statue… Me and dear also donated rm30 to write our family’s name on a piece of, how to say, later they will put the thing on the top of the guan yin statue, as a cover (bumbung), hehe, paiseh, English lousy… got many very pretty place at this kek lok si, me and dear also went and climb the pagoda, until my leg shivering as too high for me, haha… last place we went is the tortoise pond, wow, so excited as both of us also like tortoise a lot… bought 2 packet of bread and 1 packet of vegetable to feed on them, got photos also, I will try to upload… we spend about nearly 3 hours there before move to penang hill…
penang hill, the train is a bit not comfortable as we have to stand about 30 mins before reach the peak, quite tiring and dear also quite dizzy, grrr… but there is no other way we can reach the top, so have to bear with it… somemore quite crowded in the train also, have to squeeze with other people… reach the top, is was quite surprise for dear, as I went up there before, so to me still ok… dear was quite happy with the place and scenery, penang was actually below our foot only, haha…
next place on the same day, haha… time to fill up our stomache le… Macalister road steamboat, ho ho ho… both of us eat so so many thing there… this place, if any of my friend come, I sure bring them there also, as only RM20 per person and you can eat till you want to vomit… very full actually… dear also said very worth it, she surprise by the place too…
2nd day, 1st place we went is snake temple, before that we had a chicken rice at Lorong Chulia, still ok only, normal chicken rice… snake temple very nice too, a lot of snake to see, though of want to carry a snake together with dear and take a photo, but the snake is too big, there’s a yellow small snake, but both of us not dare, hehe… got quite a few very huge snake inside there too, another must visit place… next, we went to queensbay, had a mango ice at Taiwan bull shop, and some snacks such as Doraemon favourite food, Doreyaki and Japan sweet potato… both of us like ‘jalan jalan cari makan’ in penang, haha… spend some time at the seaside in front of queensbay before we come to USM… show dear around my university, she said quite big o, hehe…
next, we went to chocolate house, wow, tasted so many kind of chocolate, the staff there treat us very well… but in the end we din bought anything also as all the chocolate come in big packet… really got a lot of chocolate there, fruits, coffee, sugarless and so many other type of chocolate… then we went to Fort Cornwallis and Esplanade in the evening, so many people there… see cannon at there and had a walk beside the sea… had a wantan mee at chulia street, ah pui introduce this place to me want, went there once before and I think the wantan mee really nice, so bring dear went there again… night we went to eat penang famous nasi kandar before went to watch a movie, wolverine, at queensbay, hehe…
3rd day, we had a buffet lunch at Gurney Hotel as I got the lucky draw before this on my coursenight… the food not as nice as the steamboat place, but the environment was quite ok… just like some of the food there, the sushi was lousy, and so was some of the food there… but free want, so just go la, haha… then we visited sleeping Buddha at lorong Burma there, wow, Is a very huge sleeping Buddha… really got a shock of this place, none of my penang friend told me before, discover by those brochure… and opposite there also got another temple, I guess is some Thailand temple, very beautiful also… start to rain when we about to go back, just go pass by gurney plaza before go to toy museum… rm10 per entry, first though of quite expensive, but inside, the place is really nice… flash back all my childhood superheroes, power ranger, xmen, street fighter, and so so much more anime character inside there… went to batu feringgi beach after that, cannot find a place to land on, haha… finally found 1, quite nice, but just manage to spend 30minutes at there cause it started to rain already… took a photo with a foreigner who was riding on a huge horse by the seaside…
that was the last place we went together… dear took 12.30pm bus on Sunday and went back le… L so sad… but as always, both of us look forward to meet with each other for next time, guess after my badminton competition… currently I still in USM, staying here to practice badminton for masum on 18-28 at UUM… staying at bakti with ah pui as my roommate, haha, quite fun also… today was officially first day training, don’t know why cannot play well, hate myself with it… try to improve again and most probably I will be playing second double for usm… hope we can be top 3 in whole Malaysia for badminton event…
that’s all for this time, will keep update again… adios… ^.^
the moment after I finish my last paper, I have to prepare for my dear to come le, wahaha… really rushing that few day, have to study, find the map of penang, find this and that… thank you ah pui and kaiwah, show me the road around penang, kaiwah even become my tour guide, go take her and bring her here and there, phew, more familiar with the penang road now… I will try to upload some photo if can, many photo we took together, but I don’t whether USM line allow to upload or not, I shall try later…
the moment have came, dear reach here at Wednesday night, then we went and had our dinner at some lousy mamak stall (sorry dear, let you have some not nice de dinner, hehe), and went to watch Manchester United vs Arsenal at midnight 3am with ah pui also… MU won 1-0, but it should be at least 3-0 or 4-0 want, is ok la…
First day of our journey, had penang famous cendol and char koey teow at penang road, and a egg tart… then we went to penang hill, but the person told me kek lok si will close earlier, so we went to kek lok si first.. First time went there, don’t know the road, quite dangerous as I driving kancil car only… Wow, really a place that should not be miss, somemore there got a huge Guan Yin Statue, which both of us got a shock, first we though that it was a construction of a building, but actually it was a Guan Yin Statue… Me and dear also donated rm30 to write our family’s name on a piece of, how to say, later they will put the thing on the top of the guan yin statue, as a cover (bumbung), hehe, paiseh, English lousy… got many very pretty place at this kek lok si, me and dear also went and climb the pagoda, until my leg shivering as too high for me, haha… last place we went is the tortoise pond, wow, so excited as both of us also like tortoise a lot… bought 2 packet of bread and 1 packet of vegetable to feed on them, got photos also, I will try to upload… we spend about nearly 3 hours there before move to penang hill…
penang hill, the train is a bit not comfortable as we have to stand about 30 mins before reach the peak, quite tiring and dear also quite dizzy, grrr… but there is no other way we can reach the top, so have to bear with it… somemore quite crowded in the train also, have to squeeze with other people… reach the top, is was quite surprise for dear, as I went up there before, so to me still ok… dear was quite happy with the place and scenery, penang was actually below our foot only, haha…
next place on the same day, haha… time to fill up our stomache le… Macalister road steamboat, ho ho ho… both of us eat so so many thing there… this place, if any of my friend come, I sure bring them there also, as only RM20 per person and you can eat till you want to vomit… very full actually… dear also said very worth it, she surprise by the place too…
2nd day, 1st place we went is snake temple, before that we had a chicken rice at Lorong Chulia, still ok only, normal chicken rice… snake temple very nice too, a lot of snake to see, though of want to carry a snake together with dear and take a photo, but the snake is too big, there’s a yellow small snake, but both of us not dare, hehe… got quite a few very huge snake inside there too, another must visit place… next, we went to queensbay, had a mango ice at Taiwan bull shop, and some snacks such as Doraemon favourite food, Doreyaki and Japan sweet potato… both of us like ‘jalan jalan cari makan’ in penang, haha… spend some time at the seaside in front of queensbay before we come to USM… show dear around my university, she said quite big o, hehe…
next, we went to chocolate house, wow, tasted so many kind of chocolate, the staff there treat us very well… but in the end we din bought anything also as all the chocolate come in big packet… really got a lot of chocolate there, fruits, coffee, sugarless and so many other type of chocolate… then we went to Fort Cornwallis and Esplanade in the evening, so many people there… see cannon at there and had a walk beside the sea… had a wantan mee at chulia street, ah pui introduce this place to me want, went there once before and I think the wantan mee really nice, so bring dear went there again… night we went to eat penang famous nasi kandar before went to watch a movie, wolverine, at queensbay, hehe…
3rd day, we had a buffet lunch at Gurney Hotel as I got the lucky draw before this on my coursenight… the food not as nice as the steamboat place, but the environment was quite ok… just like some of the food there, the sushi was lousy, and so was some of the food there… but free want, so just go la, haha… then we visited sleeping Buddha at lorong Burma there, wow, Is a very huge sleeping Buddha… really got a shock of this place, none of my penang friend told me before, discover by those brochure… and opposite there also got another temple, I guess is some Thailand temple, very beautiful also… start to rain when we about to go back, just go pass by gurney plaza before go to toy museum… rm10 per entry, first though of quite expensive, but inside, the place is really nice… flash back all my childhood superheroes, power ranger, xmen, street fighter, and so so much more anime character inside there… went to batu feringgi beach after that, cannot find a place to land on, haha… finally found 1, quite nice, but just manage to spend 30minutes at there cause it started to rain already… took a photo with a foreigner who was riding on a huge horse by the seaside…
that was the last place we went together… dear took 12.30pm bus on Sunday and went back le… L so sad… but as always, both of us look forward to meet with each other for next time, guess after my badminton competition… currently I still in USM, staying here to practice badminton for masum on 18-28 at UUM… staying at bakti with ah pui as my roommate, haha, quite fun also… today was officially first day training, don’t know why cannot play well, hate myself with it… try to improve again and most probably I will be playing second double for usm… hope we can be top 3 in whole Malaysia for badminton event…
that’s all for this time, will keep update again… adios… ^.^
Friday, April 17, 2009
after a long time...
after a long time, I come back to my blog again… few thing to share here…
after my last posting, something big happen to me… consider as a lesson to me, I don’t know who to seek help, I don’t what I can do, and I also don’t know what I should do… just can wait and let time pass… I don’t know who to seek help, who to share with, finally, I surrender myself to someone… that’s HIM, our mighty Creator… I seek help from HIM, I told HIM, please help me, I do regret already, but please help me for this time, and I ate vegetarian for more than 1 week plus totally as I promised HIM… that’s the reason why i ate vegetarian my dear course mate… finally, the thing settled already, such a relief to me, I really learnt a big lesson…
after this problem, another problem came too, my family… poor mum, dear dad, me and younger sister don’t know what should do… for the first time, me and my other 3 siblings chat together on msn for quite some time, seeking help from my big brother at England and my sister who also not at home… I went back for injection and prepare for my final exam, yet such a thing happened, nothing I can do, and I went back also did not get to study much as I don’t have enough material to study, aigh… 1 day after I come back, my family went back to peace, phew… don’t know why so many things happening around me…
sherene, my godsis also many things happen to her… all the things happen is BIG BIG things, to me, as a rare experience that we can get… she also happen some big thing on herself, then towards her family also… same with me, haha, that day just called her and talk about 20mins…
up next, want to share some enjoyable moment… IMTGT tournament at perlis, wow, a great experience to me… first time represent USM to a tournament, get 2 t shirt, 1 set of wind breaker and also a cap… we get no 2 for boy’s badminton while the girl’s get no 1… girl’s got no fight at all, such a easy win overall… boy’s we lost to UMSU, a university from Indonesia at final… we had a great fight, a bit pity we lose, our team will be much stronger if join by our senior, shangling, but he got exam, so can’t do anything with it… I also get to exchange shirt with that UMSU top player, and I pretty like their shirt, all very nice… UNIMAP hostel quite boring, far inside an estate, handphone got no line sometime, but is really cheap, rm8 per week per person for a hostel something like a flat house, 5 person per house which got 3 room, 2 toilet, 1 kitchen and 1 hall, but got a lot of unwanted insect, haha… most enjoy part of the trip is play cards, all the guys play together, the want who lose have to give the winner pluck their hairy leg, haha… I won twice, so I pluck other people leg hair, haha…
erm, now having final exam… 3 paper down, 4 more to go… maths, English and solid waste management down, overall, I very disappoint with my maths paper, cause I very like maths, but I don’t have enough material to study, don’t have enough time, I don’t think I can get a good grade also, although my course seems get 28/30, which is very high… but, aigh, aiming for A, but now, if get B+ I also happy already, is a 4 credit hour course which stand a lot for CGPA, maybe will retake if got time…
MASUM is coming, I m part of the badminton team, my last paper for final is till 29/4, and the training starts at 2/5, don’t have enough time to go back le, somemore is my dear birthday on 27/4, see how first, maybe she will come up here… hopefully she can come and I can bring her go around penang and have some memorable fun at here…
4 more paper to go, have started to study for that 4 paper although long way to go, next Tuesday, next Friday, then on 27 and 29 is my last 2 paper which is killing paper… so now prepare for next Tuesday and next Friday want first, after that I will start early to prepare for that 2 killing paper…
can’t wait to go back again… 1 week at home really best, play badminton with dear, play with uncle, watch 2 movie, TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS 4 (very very nice ) and KNOWING ( the story line is nice too) … at usm now, did not enjoy as much as last semester, but having a lot of fun with my badminton geng, that night also went and watch football with ah pui on 3am in the morning, haha… Liverpool versus Chealsea, what a nice game to watch, 4-4, total aggregate 7-5, chealsea go through and versus Barcelona the next game, while Manchester United created history when they are the first England team to beat Porto at home, wahaha, Christiano Ronaldo scored the only goal on second league, win by total aggregate 3-2… and going to play with arsenal in the semi-final…
miss those day when at kluang, everyday can play badminton with laoda and wenjie, that day just meet wenjie at KL, long time din meet laoda already, don’t know how he doing at JB… go back must test his badminton skill again, haha… sherene also, few time cant meet up with her at KL, grrr…. ooishee and jie jie coming back too, wahaha… meet them last when Chinese new year… Singapore friend, how are you all… plan to go redang want, but nobody free to become organizer, maybe will be going to Malacca with laoda and kaedeng, haven’t decide yet, see how la…
time to start study, adios…. (tomorrow going to pc fair, hehe)
after my last posting, something big happen to me… consider as a lesson to me, I don’t know who to seek help, I don’t what I can do, and I also don’t know what I should do… just can wait and let time pass… I don’t know who to seek help, who to share with, finally, I surrender myself to someone… that’s HIM, our mighty Creator… I seek help from HIM, I told HIM, please help me, I do regret already, but please help me for this time, and I ate vegetarian for more than 1 week plus totally as I promised HIM… that’s the reason why i ate vegetarian my dear course mate… finally, the thing settled already, such a relief to me, I really learnt a big lesson…
after this problem, another problem came too, my family… poor mum, dear dad, me and younger sister don’t know what should do… for the first time, me and my other 3 siblings chat together on msn for quite some time, seeking help from my big brother at England and my sister who also not at home… I went back for injection and prepare for my final exam, yet such a thing happened, nothing I can do, and I went back also did not get to study much as I don’t have enough material to study, aigh… 1 day after I come back, my family went back to peace, phew… don’t know why so many things happening around me…
sherene, my godsis also many things happen to her… all the things happen is BIG BIG things, to me, as a rare experience that we can get… she also happen some big thing on herself, then towards her family also… same with me, haha, that day just called her and talk about 20mins…
up next, want to share some enjoyable moment… IMTGT tournament at perlis, wow, a great experience to me… first time represent USM to a tournament, get 2 t shirt, 1 set of wind breaker and also a cap… we get no 2 for boy’s badminton while the girl’s get no 1… girl’s got no fight at all, such a easy win overall… boy’s we lost to UMSU, a university from Indonesia at final… we had a great fight, a bit pity we lose, our team will be much stronger if join by our senior, shangling, but he got exam, so can’t do anything with it… I also get to exchange shirt with that UMSU top player, and I pretty like their shirt, all very nice… UNIMAP hostel quite boring, far inside an estate, handphone got no line sometime, but is really cheap, rm8 per week per person for a hostel something like a flat house, 5 person per house which got 3 room, 2 toilet, 1 kitchen and 1 hall, but got a lot of unwanted insect, haha… most enjoy part of the trip is play cards, all the guys play together, the want who lose have to give the winner pluck their hairy leg, haha… I won twice, so I pluck other people leg hair, haha…
erm, now having final exam… 3 paper down, 4 more to go… maths, English and solid waste management down, overall, I very disappoint with my maths paper, cause I very like maths, but I don’t have enough material to study, don’t have enough time, I don’t think I can get a good grade also, although my course seems get 28/30, which is very high… but, aigh, aiming for A, but now, if get B+ I also happy already, is a 4 credit hour course which stand a lot for CGPA, maybe will retake if got time…
MASUM is coming, I m part of the badminton team, my last paper for final is till 29/4, and the training starts at 2/5, don’t have enough time to go back le, somemore is my dear birthday on 27/4, see how first, maybe she will come up here… hopefully she can come and I can bring her go around penang and have some memorable fun at here…
4 more paper to go, have started to study for that 4 paper although long way to go, next Tuesday, next Friday, then on 27 and 29 is my last 2 paper which is killing paper… so now prepare for next Tuesday and next Friday want first, after that I will start early to prepare for that 2 killing paper…
can’t wait to go back again… 1 week at home really best, play badminton with dear, play with uncle, watch 2 movie, TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS 4 (very very nice ) and KNOWING ( the story line is nice too) … at usm now, did not enjoy as much as last semester, but having a lot of fun with my badminton geng, that night also went and watch football with ah pui on 3am in the morning, haha… Liverpool versus Chealsea, what a nice game to watch, 4-4, total aggregate 7-5, chealsea go through and versus Barcelona the next game, while Manchester United created history when they are the first England team to beat Porto at home, wahaha, Christiano Ronaldo scored the only goal on second league, win by total aggregate 3-2… and going to play with arsenal in the semi-final…
miss those day when at kluang, everyday can play badminton with laoda and wenjie, that day just meet wenjie at KL, long time din meet laoda already, don’t know how he doing at JB… go back must test his badminton skill again, haha… sherene also, few time cant meet up with her at KL, grrr…. ooishee and jie jie coming back too, wahaha… meet them last when Chinese new year… Singapore friend, how are you all… plan to go redang want, but nobody free to become organizer, maybe will be going to Malacca with laoda and kaedeng, haven’t decide yet, see how la…
time to start study, adios…. (tomorrow going to pc fair, hehe)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Feeling of being USED... :-(
Hi, here am I to write blog again cause feeling something unsatisfied around me… Got a feeling like being used, when they need my help, as a girl, of course they got this advantage like, mm, don’t know how to say in English, in Chinese is ‘teh’ someone, but when I need their help back, pulling a long face at me and said, ‘nah, get it yourself’ or giving it to me unwillingly… As my friend, I do help them if within my ability and when I m free, sometime I do even offer my help to them if I know they need it and feeling shy to ask, cause I know the feeling when I need other people help, in university, is very tough to survive alone, we need friends, coursemate especially cause need to do group assignment and presentation together and so on, but, haih, don’t know whether I think too much or got misunderstanding… hopefully I can find some REAL friend before I graduated…
2 test down, almost settle my sport’s day thing, now left English listening test, English presentation, IEG102 assignment and IEG102 test… All this should be done before next Wednesday, and now I m quite free, no more activities for me, going to finish up all my work, before I going to UNIMAP to compete in badminton tournament on next Friday… And going back on the following Thursday, wahaha… I also hope can start revise a bit for my final exam before I going back to KL for study week, as I can have more time accompany my girlfriend, hehe…
that’s all for this time, Adios… ^^
2 test down, almost settle my sport’s day thing, now left English listening test, English presentation, IEG102 assignment and IEG102 test… All this should be done before next Wednesday, and now I m quite free, no more activities for me, going to finish up all my work, before I going to UNIMAP to compete in badminton tournament on next Friday… And going back on the following Thursday, wahaha… I also hope can start revise a bit for my final exam before I going back to KL for study week, as I can have more time accompany my girlfriend, hehe…
that’s all for this time, Adios… ^^
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Another long story from me
so sorry to miss ‘gan’ coz I got no free time to write a blog here… hmm… where should I start, so many things to write on… to my listeners, this blog will be another long want from me…
hmm, first… to my coursemates… is not that difficult to be my coursemate, is sometime things I see which is unfair and I not satisfied with that, I will write it here, maybe is to you, maybe is not, but somehow that’s the thing I want to say, if you cannot take it, then I’m sorry, that’s the words from my heart… next, I want to thanks to my group members, yinsan, yinmun, michelle, derrick, phaik ju, and Kelvin for helping me all the time in studies, I miss out a lot due to other activities, n especially michelle, I will treat u eat someday for helping me do so many things for SHE and lab reports… to my group members too, sometime I will just keep quiet and do my own things, let me be, cause on the same time I have to study and thinking how to solve certain problem, so sorry for sometime I can’t be friendly with you guys…
MPD, majlis penghuni desasiswa, the student council for my desasiswa I staying now… The sports event just over yesterday, this is the thing that makes me a lot of trouble… I’m the project manager for this event, all the orders given to me I already done it yet still so many problem occurs… first, the committee itself, I ask for a meeting, the person did not attend, next meeting when ask by the president what is their work, they say don’t know, cause Jackie did not tell them, %^@$$#@$&@*(#$&*($, of course that person don’t know what to do cause did not attend the meeting earlier, then I get scolded for this, is this fair? I ask that person to do work, she say busy, not free, got many things to do, later ask what work they have done, don’t have, say I HERO show, all the things I do by myself, of course I do by myself since nobody want to help me… I m so disappointed with it, before get the chance to explain, they already scold me like shit, if I talk back later say I ‘kurang ajar’, this and that, arrrgghhhhhh… and about the t-shirt things also, ask me to collect RM7 for atlit, then on meeting said is RM10, not RM7, asking why I collect RM7 but not RM10, cause I heard RM7, so I collect RM7, if I know is RM10, of course I will collect RM10, what for I want to disobey order and collect RM7, asking for trouble for my own?? The whole MPD, I disagree the most with Rama, the way he talk, I can’t take it, he is a ‘big person’ in USM, organize few big event before like USM Convocation, is 1 of the biggest event in USM, so he expects we all know how to handle small project like this sports.. I m just first year, did not experience how is the Sports Day in a University before, and I already keep asking the elder AJK, what they told me I already arrange and did it, but still… Cause of this event, I HATE MPD of Bakti Permai from now on… I seriously don’t want to take part anything else for the committee, but 2 more weeks to go, there will have a dinner for all the AJK, and I got a little work for that, never mind, I will do it, for the last time… If not for the sake to stay at this Desasiswa, I won’t care anymore…
This is also 1 of the most lousy committee I have ever join, inside got 6 Majlis Tertinggi, which is 1 YDP, 2 NYDP, 2 Setiausaha and 1 Bendahari, we name is as MT, then other’s is Portfolio, for example, I from Portfolio Sukan, then got Kebudayaan, Akademik, and so on… When got meeting, all of us just listen to order and do work, this committee does not have the friendship, just got BOSS and WORKERS, BOSS pass order to WORKERS, WORKERS just do it, that’s it… Among themselves got friendship, but towards others, I guess 75% agree with me, coz from 56 AJK, the meeting now held, less than 20 AJK will be there already, cause go there is only do work, and listen to orders, does not have the sense of friendship or fun, I would not going to join MPD the next semester, I WON’T… Maybe I will represent Badminton only, other than that, I’m sorry, the badminton I join also for the sake of staying at this desasiswa again… If not, I will already join with ah pui and other badminton friend… Haih, disappointing…
Next, about my badminton, 2 more weeks we are going to IMTGT tournament which is a tournament among universities in Malaysia, Indonesia, and Thailand… But Malaysia only will represent from the north part, UUM, UNIMAP, UITM and USM if I not mistaken… Our strongest player got a test and will not be there, so sad, if got him, then we have a bright chance to win it, last year we got into the semi-finalist and the girls got champion… This time, cause that senior is not playing, I get a chance to play as substitute, got other 2 malays senior, ah pui, ah yang and me.. Ah hui will be going also as team manager, 4 of us is good buddy from badminton team… Hope we can win this tournament… And that day I went to heal my hand by a Chinese tradisional doctor, wow, so pain, my finger there got hurt, but now getting better, ah pui leg got sprained too, hope he can recover fast and play together with us on the coming event…
about studies, I got so many class that have already finish teaching, now I doing revision for it… Got a assignment to hand up, a couple of presentation to do, then finish my lesson for the second semester, will be going back on 2 april for injection for Hepatitis A and B, also the study week, can study together with my gf this time, but I worry if I got any question, I cannot ask my coursemate them…
sometime, I do miss my old friend… but I unable to reach them… like jeevagan who studying at Cuba, laoda at JB, wenjie at UPM, king chai at UPM, jie at Russia, ooi shee at Sabah, Sherene and ah sy jie at KL, Pn presanna at Kluang, and so on… F2 gangs and also F3 gangs… Cant wait for the holiday and meet them up…
oh ya, nearly forget to share this experience… Fireflyz company, a flight company from Malaysia Airlines, offer the passengers such a lousy services… I suppose to take this flight to back to KL on 5th March on 6.45PM, first the flight is delayed to 7.30PM, then around 7.15PM, the operator said THE FLIGHT IS CANCELED… Oh my god, I already cannot wait to go back and give a surprise to my gf already on that time, yet problems occur again about the flight… Then the operator ask us to board a Malaysia Airline flight to KLIA instead of Subang Airport on 8.30PM, I asked, is there any compensation for us, at least they should ready a bus for us to travel from KLIA to Subang, is about 1 hour plus drive and if take taxi, cost about RM70, who have to pay for that? Many of us complaining there, yet the operator ask us faster go register at the Malaysia Airline Flight before it is full, seems like threatening us, such a lousy service, no compensation also, Airasia only delay their flight from morning to afternoon, they get RM200 voucher for that, Fireflyz, want to go Subang, send us to KLIA, without any compensation, 1 word for you, LOUSY… If I ask u, u want to travel from JOHOR to KL, the bus spoiled, I ask another bus send you to Negeri Sembilan and you have to go back on your own, are you pissed off?
That’s all from me… Thank you…
hmm, first… to my coursemates… is not that difficult to be my coursemate, is sometime things I see which is unfair and I not satisfied with that, I will write it here, maybe is to you, maybe is not, but somehow that’s the thing I want to say, if you cannot take it, then I’m sorry, that’s the words from my heart… next, I want to thanks to my group members, yinsan, yinmun, michelle, derrick, phaik ju, and Kelvin for helping me all the time in studies, I miss out a lot due to other activities, n especially michelle, I will treat u eat someday for helping me do so many things for SHE and lab reports… to my group members too, sometime I will just keep quiet and do my own things, let me be, cause on the same time I have to study and thinking how to solve certain problem, so sorry for sometime I can’t be friendly with you guys…
MPD, majlis penghuni desasiswa, the student council for my desasiswa I staying now… The sports event just over yesterday, this is the thing that makes me a lot of trouble… I’m the project manager for this event, all the orders given to me I already done it yet still so many problem occurs… first, the committee itself, I ask for a meeting, the person did not attend, next meeting when ask by the president what is their work, they say don’t know, cause Jackie did not tell them, %^@$$#@$&@*(#$&*($, of course that person don’t know what to do cause did not attend the meeting earlier, then I get scolded for this, is this fair? I ask that person to do work, she say busy, not free, got many things to do, later ask what work they have done, don’t have, say I HERO show, all the things I do by myself, of course I do by myself since nobody want to help me… I m so disappointed with it, before get the chance to explain, they already scold me like shit, if I talk back later say I ‘kurang ajar’, this and that, arrrgghhhhhh… and about the t-shirt things also, ask me to collect RM7 for atlit, then on meeting said is RM10, not RM7, asking why I collect RM7 but not RM10, cause I heard RM7, so I collect RM7, if I know is RM10, of course I will collect RM10, what for I want to disobey order and collect RM7, asking for trouble for my own?? The whole MPD, I disagree the most with Rama, the way he talk, I can’t take it, he is a ‘big person’ in USM, organize few big event before like USM Convocation, is 1 of the biggest event in USM, so he expects we all know how to handle small project like this sports.. I m just first year, did not experience how is the Sports Day in a University before, and I already keep asking the elder AJK, what they told me I already arrange and did it, but still… Cause of this event, I HATE MPD of Bakti Permai from now on… I seriously don’t want to take part anything else for the committee, but 2 more weeks to go, there will have a dinner for all the AJK, and I got a little work for that, never mind, I will do it, for the last time… If not for the sake to stay at this Desasiswa, I won’t care anymore…
This is also 1 of the most lousy committee I have ever join, inside got 6 Majlis Tertinggi, which is 1 YDP, 2 NYDP, 2 Setiausaha and 1 Bendahari, we name is as MT, then other’s is Portfolio, for example, I from Portfolio Sukan, then got Kebudayaan, Akademik, and so on… When got meeting, all of us just listen to order and do work, this committee does not have the friendship, just got BOSS and WORKERS, BOSS pass order to WORKERS, WORKERS just do it, that’s it… Among themselves got friendship, but towards others, I guess 75% agree with me, coz from 56 AJK, the meeting now held, less than 20 AJK will be there already, cause go there is only do work, and listen to orders, does not have the sense of friendship or fun, I would not going to join MPD the next semester, I WON’T… Maybe I will represent Badminton only, other than that, I’m sorry, the badminton I join also for the sake of staying at this desasiswa again… If not, I will already join with ah pui and other badminton friend… Haih, disappointing…
Next, about my badminton, 2 more weeks we are going to IMTGT tournament which is a tournament among universities in Malaysia, Indonesia, and Thailand… But Malaysia only will represent from the north part, UUM, UNIMAP, UITM and USM if I not mistaken… Our strongest player got a test and will not be there, so sad, if got him, then we have a bright chance to win it, last year we got into the semi-finalist and the girls got champion… This time, cause that senior is not playing, I get a chance to play as substitute, got other 2 malays senior, ah pui, ah yang and me.. Ah hui will be going also as team manager, 4 of us is good buddy from badminton team… Hope we can win this tournament… And that day I went to heal my hand by a Chinese tradisional doctor, wow, so pain, my finger there got hurt, but now getting better, ah pui leg got sprained too, hope he can recover fast and play together with us on the coming event…
about studies, I got so many class that have already finish teaching, now I doing revision for it… Got a assignment to hand up, a couple of presentation to do, then finish my lesson for the second semester, will be going back on 2 april for injection for Hepatitis A and B, also the study week, can study together with my gf this time, but I worry if I got any question, I cannot ask my coursemate them…
sometime, I do miss my old friend… but I unable to reach them… like jeevagan who studying at Cuba, laoda at JB, wenjie at UPM, king chai at UPM, jie at Russia, ooi shee at Sabah, Sherene and ah sy jie at KL, Pn presanna at Kluang, and so on… F2 gangs and also F3 gangs… Cant wait for the holiday and meet them up…
oh ya, nearly forget to share this experience… Fireflyz company, a flight company from Malaysia Airlines, offer the passengers such a lousy services… I suppose to take this flight to back to KL on 5th March on 6.45PM, first the flight is delayed to 7.30PM, then around 7.15PM, the operator said THE FLIGHT IS CANCELED… Oh my god, I already cannot wait to go back and give a surprise to my gf already on that time, yet problems occur again about the flight… Then the operator ask us to board a Malaysia Airline flight to KLIA instead of Subang Airport on 8.30PM, I asked, is there any compensation for us, at least they should ready a bus for us to travel from KLIA to Subang, is about 1 hour plus drive and if take taxi, cost about RM70, who have to pay for that? Many of us complaining there, yet the operator ask us faster go register at the Malaysia Airline Flight before it is full, seems like threatening us, such a lousy service, no compensation also, Airasia only delay their flight from morning to afternoon, they get RM200 voucher for that, Fireflyz, want to go Subang, send us to KLIA, without any compensation, 1 word for you, LOUSY… If I ask u, u want to travel from JOHOR to KL, the bus spoiled, I ask another bus send you to Negeri Sembilan and you have to go back on your own, are you pissed off?
That’s all from me… Thank you…
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Recently...
Sorry for long time I did not update my blog.. Is been a busy week for me, with tests, presentation and assignment to hand up. Tomorrow still got 2 tests for me, and Wednesday got another English writing test, before I can go back on Friday.. L
Since come back from Chinese new year till now, I got a lot of works to do, makes me very stress, have to cope up with studies some more, my only time to relax is every day I will spent a little time on playing games, DOTA and COUNTER-STRIKE is my favourite, or at least play a match of CHESS versus Computer, that will be enough for me, haha. Other than that, it will be on my badminton training, it is the best way for me to relax and enjoy, although is tiring, but I really enjoyed it, with my badminton friend them too, ah pui, ah hui, and ah yang.. Last Thursday 4 of us just went out for steamboat nearby KOMTAR there… When I back to class and see my coursemate, everything inside my brain is only studies, is there anything I haven’t do? Is there anything need to follow up or read? Are there any test coming up? Myself is so tension, keep have the feeling I got tons of things to do. And, I hardly got time to spent together with my coursemate to study together, back to form 6, we have plenty of time to do our homework together in the class. Maybe that makes the different why myself now not so enjoying with my coursemate rather than my badminton friends…
Other than that, sometime I really cannot stand certain things that my coursemate them did, when the lecturer trying to teach us, these people brings laptop to the class to prepare for the next presentation things, keep talking and don’t know what they discussing about, interrupt while teacher teaching with other nonsense, how I wish I could get back to last time F3, where all of us will be silent when teacher teaching, then just talk after teacher have finish teach… If don’t want listen to the class, you can do your own things silently without disturbing others, but rather than that, you people playing with your laptop under the table or chit chatting over there loudly…
Last Wednesday also I got my English class together with my 5 coursemates and from other course, this 5 coursemates together don’t want go to the class because don’t know how to do the teacher’s homework, rather than go ask the teacher, these people said that ‘this time we don’t want go la, this semester we can skip 3 classes for English, let’s us this for 1 time’, arrr, shit you people… Although I don’t know how to do the homework either, and after the whole day class and still got badminton training after the English class, I still go to the class at 4pm, the class started at 5pm but I go earlier to ask the teacher how to do the homework and finish up on the spot. These 5 people too don’t like the teacher, saying that she so scary, maybe because of the homework given by her, but on that day class, is so fun, we chatted for so long things outside the book, like occupation, become a nurse, how to delivery baby and so on, we enjoyed a lot on that class… Let’s see how you guys going to explain to the teacher on why this all of you together did not attend the class… After did not attend the class, then come to ask me is there any homework, to be frank, I really don’t wish to tell, but still, I have to tell them… arrgghhh….
Good luck to all my friends on the coming 2 test, then I can wait to go back on Friday, hahaha… ^-^v … peace….
Since come back from Chinese new year till now, I got a lot of works to do, makes me very stress, have to cope up with studies some more, my only time to relax is every day I will spent a little time on playing games, DOTA and COUNTER-STRIKE is my favourite, or at least play a match of CHESS versus Computer, that will be enough for me, haha. Other than that, it will be on my badminton training, it is the best way for me to relax and enjoy, although is tiring, but I really enjoyed it, with my badminton friend them too, ah pui, ah hui, and ah yang.. Last Thursday 4 of us just went out for steamboat nearby KOMTAR there… When I back to class and see my coursemate, everything inside my brain is only studies, is there anything I haven’t do? Is there anything need to follow up or read? Are there any test coming up? Myself is so tension, keep have the feeling I got tons of things to do. And, I hardly got time to spent together with my coursemate to study together, back to form 6, we have plenty of time to do our homework together in the class. Maybe that makes the different why myself now not so enjoying with my coursemate rather than my badminton friends…
Other than that, sometime I really cannot stand certain things that my coursemate them did, when the lecturer trying to teach us, these people brings laptop to the class to prepare for the next presentation things, keep talking and don’t know what they discussing about, interrupt while teacher teaching with other nonsense, how I wish I could get back to last time F3, where all of us will be silent when teacher teaching, then just talk after teacher have finish teach… If don’t want listen to the class, you can do your own things silently without disturbing others, but rather than that, you people playing with your laptop under the table or chit chatting over there loudly…
Last Wednesday also I got my English class together with my 5 coursemates and from other course, this 5 coursemates together don’t want go to the class because don’t know how to do the teacher’s homework, rather than go ask the teacher, these people said that ‘this time we don’t want go la, this semester we can skip 3 classes for English, let’s us this for 1 time’, arrr, shit you people… Although I don’t know how to do the homework either, and after the whole day class and still got badminton training after the English class, I still go to the class at 4pm, the class started at 5pm but I go earlier to ask the teacher how to do the homework and finish up on the spot. These 5 people too don’t like the teacher, saying that she so scary, maybe because of the homework given by her, but on that day class, is so fun, we chatted for so long things outside the book, like occupation, become a nurse, how to delivery baby and so on, we enjoyed a lot on that class… Let’s see how you guys going to explain to the teacher on why this all of you together did not attend the class… After did not attend the class, then come to ask me is there any homework, to be frank, I really don’t wish to tell, but still, I have to tell them… arrgghhh….
Good luck to all my friends on the coming 2 test, then I can wait to go back on Friday, hahaha… ^-^v … peace….
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