Hi, here am I to write blog again cause feeling something unsatisfied around me… Got a feeling like being used, when they need my help, as a girl, of course they got this advantage like, mm, don’t know how to say in English, in Chinese is ‘teh’ someone, but when I need their help back, pulling a long face at me and said, ‘nah, get it yourself’ or giving it to me unwillingly… As my friend, I do help them if within my ability and when I m free, sometime I do even offer my help to them if I know they need it and feeling shy to ask, cause I know the feeling when I need other people help, in university, is very tough to survive alone, we need friends, coursemate especially cause need to do group assignment and presentation together and so on, but, haih, don’t know whether I think too much or got misunderstanding… hopefully I can find some REAL friend before I graduated…
2 test down, almost settle my sport’s day thing, now left English listening test, English presentation, IEG102 assignment and IEG102 test… All this should be done before next Wednesday, and now I m quite free, no more activities for me, going to finish up all my work, before I going to UNIMAP to compete in badminton tournament on next Friday… And going back on the following Thursday, wahaha… I also hope can start revise a bit for my final exam before I going back to KL for study week, as I can have more time accompany my girlfriend, hehe…
that’s all for this time, Adios… ^^
Friday, March 20, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Another long story from me
so sorry to miss ‘gan’ coz I got no free time to write a blog here… hmm… where should I start, so many things to write on… to my listeners, this blog will be another long want from me…
hmm, first… to my coursemates… is not that difficult to be my coursemate, is sometime things I see which is unfair and I not satisfied with that, I will write it here, maybe is to you, maybe is not, but somehow that’s the thing I want to say, if you cannot take it, then I’m sorry, that’s the words from my heart… next, I want to thanks to my group members, yinsan, yinmun, michelle, derrick, phaik ju, and Kelvin for helping me all the time in studies, I miss out a lot due to other activities, n especially michelle, I will treat u eat someday for helping me do so many things for SHE and lab reports… to my group members too, sometime I will just keep quiet and do my own things, let me be, cause on the same time I have to study and thinking how to solve certain problem, so sorry for sometime I can’t be friendly with you guys…
MPD, majlis penghuni desasiswa, the student council for my desasiswa I staying now… The sports event just over yesterday, this is the thing that makes me a lot of trouble… I’m the project manager for this event, all the orders given to me I already done it yet still so many problem occurs… first, the committee itself, I ask for a meeting, the person did not attend, next meeting when ask by the president what is their work, they say don’t know, cause Jackie did not tell them, %^@$$#@$&@*(#$&*($, of course that person don’t know what to do cause did not attend the meeting earlier, then I get scolded for this, is this fair? I ask that person to do work, she say busy, not free, got many things to do, later ask what work they have done, don’t have, say I HERO show, all the things I do by myself, of course I do by myself since nobody want to help me… I m so disappointed with it, before get the chance to explain, they already scold me like shit, if I talk back later say I ‘kurang ajar’, this and that, arrrgghhhhhh… and about the t-shirt things also, ask me to collect RM7 for atlit, then on meeting said is RM10, not RM7, asking why I collect RM7 but not RM10, cause I heard RM7, so I collect RM7, if I know is RM10, of course I will collect RM10, what for I want to disobey order and collect RM7, asking for trouble for my own?? The whole MPD, I disagree the most with Rama, the way he talk, I can’t take it, he is a ‘big person’ in USM, organize few big event before like USM Convocation, is 1 of the biggest event in USM, so he expects we all know how to handle small project like this sports.. I m just first year, did not experience how is the Sports Day in a University before, and I already keep asking the elder AJK, what they told me I already arrange and did it, but still… Cause of this event, I HATE MPD of Bakti Permai from now on… I seriously don’t want to take part anything else for the committee, but 2 more weeks to go, there will have a dinner for all the AJK, and I got a little work for that, never mind, I will do it, for the last time… If not for the sake to stay at this Desasiswa, I won’t care anymore…
This is also 1 of the most lousy committee I have ever join, inside got 6 Majlis Tertinggi, which is 1 YDP, 2 NYDP, 2 Setiausaha and 1 Bendahari, we name is as MT, then other’s is Portfolio, for example, I from Portfolio Sukan, then got Kebudayaan, Akademik, and so on… When got meeting, all of us just listen to order and do work, this committee does not have the friendship, just got BOSS and WORKERS, BOSS pass order to WORKERS, WORKERS just do it, that’s it… Among themselves got friendship, but towards others, I guess 75% agree with me, coz from 56 AJK, the meeting now held, less than 20 AJK will be there already, cause go there is only do work, and listen to orders, does not have the sense of friendship or fun, I would not going to join MPD the next semester, I WON’T… Maybe I will represent Badminton only, other than that, I’m sorry, the badminton I join also for the sake of staying at this desasiswa again… If not, I will already join with ah pui and other badminton friend… Haih, disappointing…
Next, about my badminton, 2 more weeks we are going to IMTGT tournament which is a tournament among universities in Malaysia, Indonesia, and Thailand… But Malaysia only will represent from the north part, UUM, UNIMAP, UITM and USM if I not mistaken… Our strongest player got a test and will not be there, so sad, if got him, then we have a bright chance to win it, last year we got into the semi-finalist and the girls got champion… This time, cause that senior is not playing, I get a chance to play as substitute, got other 2 malays senior, ah pui, ah yang and me.. Ah hui will be going also as team manager, 4 of us is good buddy from badminton team… Hope we can win this tournament… And that day I went to heal my hand by a Chinese tradisional doctor, wow, so pain, my finger there got hurt, but now getting better, ah pui leg got sprained too, hope he can recover fast and play together with us on the coming event…
about studies, I got so many class that have already finish teaching, now I doing revision for it… Got a assignment to hand up, a couple of presentation to do, then finish my lesson for the second semester, will be going back on 2 april for injection for Hepatitis A and B, also the study week, can study together with my gf this time, but I worry if I got any question, I cannot ask my coursemate them…
sometime, I do miss my old friend… but I unable to reach them… like jeevagan who studying at Cuba, laoda at JB, wenjie at UPM, king chai at UPM, jie at Russia, ooi shee at Sabah, Sherene and ah sy jie at KL, Pn presanna at Kluang, and so on… F2 gangs and also F3 gangs… Cant wait for the holiday and meet them up…
oh ya, nearly forget to share this experience… Fireflyz company, a flight company from Malaysia Airlines, offer the passengers such a lousy services… I suppose to take this flight to back to KL on 5th March on 6.45PM, first the flight is delayed to 7.30PM, then around 7.15PM, the operator said THE FLIGHT IS CANCELED… Oh my god, I already cannot wait to go back and give a surprise to my gf already on that time, yet problems occur again about the flight… Then the operator ask us to board a Malaysia Airline flight to KLIA instead of Subang Airport on 8.30PM, I asked, is there any compensation for us, at least they should ready a bus for us to travel from KLIA to Subang, is about 1 hour plus drive and if take taxi, cost about RM70, who have to pay for that? Many of us complaining there, yet the operator ask us faster go register at the Malaysia Airline Flight before it is full, seems like threatening us, such a lousy service, no compensation also, Airasia only delay their flight from morning to afternoon, they get RM200 voucher for that, Fireflyz, want to go Subang, send us to KLIA, without any compensation, 1 word for you, LOUSY… If I ask u, u want to travel from JOHOR to KL, the bus spoiled, I ask another bus send you to Negeri Sembilan and you have to go back on your own, are you pissed off?
That’s all from me… Thank you…
hmm, first… to my coursemates… is not that difficult to be my coursemate, is sometime things I see which is unfair and I not satisfied with that, I will write it here, maybe is to you, maybe is not, but somehow that’s the thing I want to say, if you cannot take it, then I’m sorry, that’s the words from my heart… next, I want to thanks to my group members, yinsan, yinmun, michelle, derrick, phaik ju, and Kelvin for helping me all the time in studies, I miss out a lot due to other activities, n especially michelle, I will treat u eat someday for helping me do so many things for SHE and lab reports… to my group members too, sometime I will just keep quiet and do my own things, let me be, cause on the same time I have to study and thinking how to solve certain problem, so sorry for sometime I can’t be friendly with you guys…
MPD, majlis penghuni desasiswa, the student council for my desasiswa I staying now… The sports event just over yesterday, this is the thing that makes me a lot of trouble… I’m the project manager for this event, all the orders given to me I already done it yet still so many problem occurs… first, the committee itself, I ask for a meeting, the person did not attend, next meeting when ask by the president what is their work, they say don’t know, cause Jackie did not tell them, %^@$$#@$&@*(#$&*($, of course that person don’t know what to do cause did not attend the meeting earlier, then I get scolded for this, is this fair? I ask that person to do work, she say busy, not free, got many things to do, later ask what work they have done, don’t have, say I HERO show, all the things I do by myself, of course I do by myself since nobody want to help me… I m so disappointed with it, before get the chance to explain, they already scold me like shit, if I talk back later say I ‘kurang ajar’, this and that, arrrgghhhhhh… and about the t-shirt things also, ask me to collect RM7 for atlit, then on meeting said is RM10, not RM7, asking why I collect RM7 but not RM10, cause I heard RM7, so I collect RM7, if I know is RM10, of course I will collect RM10, what for I want to disobey order and collect RM7, asking for trouble for my own?? The whole MPD, I disagree the most with Rama, the way he talk, I can’t take it, he is a ‘big person’ in USM, organize few big event before like USM Convocation, is 1 of the biggest event in USM, so he expects we all know how to handle small project like this sports.. I m just first year, did not experience how is the Sports Day in a University before, and I already keep asking the elder AJK, what they told me I already arrange and did it, but still… Cause of this event, I HATE MPD of Bakti Permai from now on… I seriously don’t want to take part anything else for the committee, but 2 more weeks to go, there will have a dinner for all the AJK, and I got a little work for that, never mind, I will do it, for the last time… If not for the sake to stay at this Desasiswa, I won’t care anymore…
This is also 1 of the most lousy committee I have ever join, inside got 6 Majlis Tertinggi, which is 1 YDP, 2 NYDP, 2 Setiausaha and 1 Bendahari, we name is as MT, then other’s is Portfolio, for example, I from Portfolio Sukan, then got Kebudayaan, Akademik, and so on… When got meeting, all of us just listen to order and do work, this committee does not have the friendship, just got BOSS and WORKERS, BOSS pass order to WORKERS, WORKERS just do it, that’s it… Among themselves got friendship, but towards others, I guess 75% agree with me, coz from 56 AJK, the meeting now held, less than 20 AJK will be there already, cause go there is only do work, and listen to orders, does not have the sense of friendship or fun, I would not going to join MPD the next semester, I WON’T… Maybe I will represent Badminton only, other than that, I’m sorry, the badminton I join also for the sake of staying at this desasiswa again… If not, I will already join with ah pui and other badminton friend… Haih, disappointing…
Next, about my badminton, 2 more weeks we are going to IMTGT tournament which is a tournament among universities in Malaysia, Indonesia, and Thailand… But Malaysia only will represent from the north part, UUM, UNIMAP, UITM and USM if I not mistaken… Our strongest player got a test and will not be there, so sad, if got him, then we have a bright chance to win it, last year we got into the semi-finalist and the girls got champion… This time, cause that senior is not playing, I get a chance to play as substitute, got other 2 malays senior, ah pui, ah yang and me.. Ah hui will be going also as team manager, 4 of us is good buddy from badminton team… Hope we can win this tournament… And that day I went to heal my hand by a Chinese tradisional doctor, wow, so pain, my finger there got hurt, but now getting better, ah pui leg got sprained too, hope he can recover fast and play together with us on the coming event…
about studies, I got so many class that have already finish teaching, now I doing revision for it… Got a assignment to hand up, a couple of presentation to do, then finish my lesson for the second semester, will be going back on 2 april for injection for Hepatitis A and B, also the study week, can study together with my gf this time, but I worry if I got any question, I cannot ask my coursemate them…
sometime, I do miss my old friend… but I unable to reach them… like jeevagan who studying at Cuba, laoda at JB, wenjie at UPM, king chai at UPM, jie at Russia, ooi shee at Sabah, Sherene and ah sy jie at KL, Pn presanna at Kluang, and so on… F2 gangs and also F3 gangs… Cant wait for the holiday and meet them up…
oh ya, nearly forget to share this experience… Fireflyz company, a flight company from Malaysia Airlines, offer the passengers such a lousy services… I suppose to take this flight to back to KL on 5th March on 6.45PM, first the flight is delayed to 7.30PM, then around 7.15PM, the operator said THE FLIGHT IS CANCELED… Oh my god, I already cannot wait to go back and give a surprise to my gf already on that time, yet problems occur again about the flight… Then the operator ask us to board a Malaysia Airline flight to KLIA instead of Subang Airport on 8.30PM, I asked, is there any compensation for us, at least they should ready a bus for us to travel from KLIA to Subang, is about 1 hour plus drive and if take taxi, cost about RM70, who have to pay for that? Many of us complaining there, yet the operator ask us faster go register at the Malaysia Airline Flight before it is full, seems like threatening us, such a lousy service, no compensation also, Airasia only delay their flight from morning to afternoon, they get RM200 voucher for that, Fireflyz, want to go Subang, send us to KLIA, without any compensation, 1 word for you, LOUSY… If I ask u, u want to travel from JOHOR to KL, the bus spoiled, I ask another bus send you to Negeri Sembilan and you have to go back on your own, are you pissed off?
That’s all from me… Thank you…
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Recently...
Sorry for long time I did not update my blog.. Is been a busy week for me, with tests, presentation and assignment to hand up. Tomorrow still got 2 tests for me, and Wednesday got another English writing test, before I can go back on Friday.. L
Since come back from Chinese new year till now, I got a lot of works to do, makes me very stress, have to cope up with studies some more, my only time to relax is every day I will spent a little time on playing games, DOTA and COUNTER-STRIKE is my favourite, or at least play a match of CHESS versus Computer, that will be enough for me, haha. Other than that, it will be on my badminton training, it is the best way for me to relax and enjoy, although is tiring, but I really enjoyed it, with my badminton friend them too, ah pui, ah hui, and ah yang.. Last Thursday 4 of us just went out for steamboat nearby KOMTAR there… When I back to class and see my coursemate, everything inside my brain is only studies, is there anything I haven’t do? Is there anything need to follow up or read? Are there any test coming up? Myself is so tension, keep have the feeling I got tons of things to do. And, I hardly got time to spent together with my coursemate to study together, back to form 6, we have plenty of time to do our homework together in the class. Maybe that makes the different why myself now not so enjoying with my coursemate rather than my badminton friends…
Other than that, sometime I really cannot stand certain things that my coursemate them did, when the lecturer trying to teach us, these people brings laptop to the class to prepare for the next presentation things, keep talking and don’t know what they discussing about, interrupt while teacher teaching with other nonsense, how I wish I could get back to last time F3, where all of us will be silent when teacher teaching, then just talk after teacher have finish teach… If don’t want listen to the class, you can do your own things silently without disturbing others, but rather than that, you people playing with your laptop under the table or chit chatting over there loudly…
Last Wednesday also I got my English class together with my 5 coursemates and from other course, this 5 coursemates together don’t want go to the class because don’t know how to do the teacher’s homework, rather than go ask the teacher, these people said that ‘this time we don’t want go la, this semester we can skip 3 classes for English, let’s us this for 1 time’, arrr, shit you people… Although I don’t know how to do the homework either, and after the whole day class and still got badminton training after the English class, I still go to the class at 4pm, the class started at 5pm but I go earlier to ask the teacher how to do the homework and finish up on the spot. These 5 people too don’t like the teacher, saying that she so scary, maybe because of the homework given by her, but on that day class, is so fun, we chatted for so long things outside the book, like occupation, become a nurse, how to delivery baby and so on, we enjoyed a lot on that class… Let’s see how you guys going to explain to the teacher on why this all of you together did not attend the class… After did not attend the class, then come to ask me is there any homework, to be frank, I really don’t wish to tell, but still, I have to tell them… arrgghhh….
Good luck to all my friends on the coming 2 test, then I can wait to go back on Friday, hahaha… ^-^v … peace….
Since come back from Chinese new year till now, I got a lot of works to do, makes me very stress, have to cope up with studies some more, my only time to relax is every day I will spent a little time on playing games, DOTA and COUNTER-STRIKE is my favourite, or at least play a match of CHESS versus Computer, that will be enough for me, haha. Other than that, it will be on my badminton training, it is the best way for me to relax and enjoy, although is tiring, but I really enjoyed it, with my badminton friend them too, ah pui, ah hui, and ah yang.. Last Thursday 4 of us just went out for steamboat nearby KOMTAR there… When I back to class and see my coursemate, everything inside my brain is only studies, is there anything I haven’t do? Is there anything need to follow up or read? Are there any test coming up? Myself is so tension, keep have the feeling I got tons of things to do. And, I hardly got time to spent together with my coursemate to study together, back to form 6, we have plenty of time to do our homework together in the class. Maybe that makes the different why myself now not so enjoying with my coursemate rather than my badminton friends…
Other than that, sometime I really cannot stand certain things that my coursemate them did, when the lecturer trying to teach us, these people brings laptop to the class to prepare for the next presentation things, keep talking and don’t know what they discussing about, interrupt while teacher teaching with other nonsense, how I wish I could get back to last time F3, where all of us will be silent when teacher teaching, then just talk after teacher have finish teach… If don’t want listen to the class, you can do your own things silently without disturbing others, but rather than that, you people playing with your laptop under the table or chit chatting over there loudly…
Last Wednesday also I got my English class together with my 5 coursemates and from other course, this 5 coursemates together don’t want go to the class because don’t know how to do the teacher’s homework, rather than go ask the teacher, these people said that ‘this time we don’t want go la, this semester we can skip 3 classes for English, let’s us this for 1 time’, arrr, shit you people… Although I don’t know how to do the homework either, and after the whole day class and still got badminton training after the English class, I still go to the class at 4pm, the class started at 5pm but I go earlier to ask the teacher how to do the homework and finish up on the spot. These 5 people too don’t like the teacher, saying that she so scary, maybe because of the homework given by her, but on that day class, is so fun, we chatted for so long things outside the book, like occupation, become a nurse, how to delivery baby and so on, we enjoyed a lot on that class… Let’s see how you guys going to explain to the teacher on why this all of you together did not attend the class… After did not attend the class, then come to ask me is there any homework, to be frank, I really don’t wish to tell, but still, I have to tell them… arrgghhh….
Good luck to all my friends on the coming 2 test, then I can wait to go back on Friday, hahaha… ^-^v … peace….
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