Tuesday, March 29, 2011

wrote a lot today, but still not enough... can i hand up by this fri? hopefully, if not, latest by next mon... evyday gotta b like rushing a train lo... nvm, just a moment only...

running out of idea ady, maybe take a short nap, then cont again... hmmm....
a coffee make me wake up till nw... gotta slp d, later just cont, nt tmr...... 9 days left for me... keep going...

keep go to pee every 30mins in the midnight is really making me pissed off... cant concentrate do thgs, keep have to go to the loo...

concentrate on these stuff first, when done, then only do other thgs... keep it up yo...

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

wonderful day... done evythg smoothly again, good... thanks for all the wisdom to do it...

first, wanna thanks ah ju, together done the assg, really need someone to share n confirm with what i think n done, discuss together n got the conclusion... thanks again... unlike someone, just ask, done ady? i answer yes, n cont watch movie... what a GOOD man... din even ask how to do it, wateva...

arranged evythg b4 i go back tmr... bought lot's of biscuit for family n fren... n slowly pack all my stuff back to KL... go back, have to cont write thesis n study for 309 test... hope i can do it.. i got 2 days time to do so...

chat quite long with ah yang, abt masum thg... respect his decision... SHE also kion kan de la... treat a player like that... looks like this year masum wait die lo, haha...

thank you lunch for lecturer, again thanks to ah ju... share with her the whole idea, n she say ok... the appreciation to all the lecturer, n most impt for me, is the photograph session... hope evybody will b there, but... is ok... i do respect ur decision... this might b our last memory...

12 hours to go... ^^

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

bad mood time, really can do thg more fast n effective... but battery going to finish, 2 more day need go back charge... no more energy to do thgs, wake up later n cont, gotta wash cloth as well... gosh... HOLD ON!!! 36 hours to go... goodnight peeps...

Monday, March 21, 2011

from morning play game until now, u not bored de meh? i c liao also bored... got assg also dun want to do... vy easy de hua, then u derive all the eqn n give me c la... teach me how to do... ji dan gao... got thg dun want do... let's wait lo...
had a vy good day expect i woke up a little late n BSOD appear again...

went to lab, manage to take all my result photo with a vy powerfull camera... thanks abang megat for lending me ur camera... will upload the photo later...

manage to get the solution for chemo assg... hooray...

decide to go back... almost forget next mon got a test... hope to get some tips...

keep it up yo~~~
namewee recently published a new song, a vy meaningful one... WE ARE NOTHING... highly recommend by me... listen to the lyric...

i have drink a lot a lot a lot of water evyday... but my lips still break, smtm will bleed, nth i can do... 1 day duno go toilet how many, go till i feel so lazy to go to toilet, coz is too frequent... head disease start to come again... gosh.... need to take some med... faster recover pls... dun fall sick at this critical period...

dad strike lottery again today... hooray... must b grandpa blessing us... thank you grandpa... time to slp, tmr cont... goodnight folks...

Sunday, March 20, 2011

had a vy nice badm session just now... first time play against ang mo hui... learnt a lot... n we play a vy nice game... thumbs up for sir, wilson n alex... hope more to come next time...

coming weekend is qing ming for grandpa... i wanna go back... but thesis havent finish... din plan to go back at first... give dad a call, chat a while... makes me wanna go back so much... but i have work need to do... this few day hope i can rush as much as possible... teach ball session leave it a side first... thgs that i can push aside, then i will push aside first, visiting grandpa is a thg that i wanted to do so much... i c u soon grandpa, less than a week to go... tmr will tell dad that i will go back this weekend... hooray!!!

this reason fired up all my energy to write my thesis... hopefully can finish by this week... dr norli said need to hand in to her chap by chap by mid of march, but that day presentation, she din say anythg also, n i guess others din do anythg as well other than ah ju... plan to hand in together with ah ju... wait me ya... hehe... coming wed got presentation for 309, got answer, but duno from where it comes the eqn... find evythg i can, still cant solve it... let's c how... less than 1 month time to sit for my final papers... let's roll people...
looking at him play game, while i doing thesis, is something so distracting me... maybe sometime i do need to go out frm room to conc write my thesis... start to roll le, a good start, get more ideas to write.. just need time... must finish it ASAP.. so that i can go back for a few day... GO GO GO~~~

raining like cats n dogs now... hopefullyi t will stop later... gotta earn some $$ later on, hehe...

BSOD... Blue Screen Of Death keep happening on my laptop recently... pls dun spoil at this moment... need it so much to do stuff... have some backup plan, told dad about this.. he say ok... good... dad, u r the world greatest man to me...

let's cont to roll...

Saturday, March 19, 2011

let's roll... been slacking a lot.... found some idea... hooray...

Friday, March 18, 2011

had a great discussion with dr norli about our FYP this morning... fuihhh... learnt a lot... she teach us a lot of thg, luckily she arrange a pre-presentation for us... teach us the precaution, steps for presentation, etc... even told me wat might b the Q other lecturer will ask 4 my fyp, lolz... THANKS DR!!!! thumbs up!!!!

had a great sleep in the aftnn just now... make myself vy vy vy tired then just go slp... pheww... slp till so... so..... so wat r.... duno what is the word... soundly r? but i din snore geh, haha...

hmm... after all the chi chi dian dian, now can start writing le... but then, i daze le quite long, how n how n how... hmm.... give me some idea...
scan for bad sector in my laptop n fixed, hopefully wont have blue screen anymore... doin that without save the presentation into pendrive, luckily nth happen... phew...

i went to brush my teeth n bath... then i thk, this is for better bath or after wake up de, haha...

off to mcD breakfast lo... ^^

Zzzzzzz

use the time wisely... prepared d presentation for tmr... hopefully, it goes smoothly... later 4am go mcD breakfast with bakti gang, shun bian watch liverpool game... 9.30am present... 12.30am training... gosh... tiring day... after that will have a nice slp...

laptop keep come out blue screen!!! ^(*&^!#@%*(&^!@*$^$!*(^ luckily microsoft save my work just now in auto recover file... if not all have to re-do again... duno where go wrong... pls dun spoil at this time...

kinda tired d, but need to wait until 4am... Zzzzzzzzzzzz........

Thursday, March 17, 2011

had a nice evening sleep... but wake up, dinner was not so good, add on some dish, wow, delicious... plus my favourite dessert... ABC... Air Batu Campur... fully energetic to do stuff nw... LET'S RoLL!!
FYP mode on, hooray... let's do it yo...
hehe, earn some $$... ordered n received wat i want today... good... ^^

gotta go lab n settle thgs... hope evythg goes smoothly...

yday night post...

Test is over… perhaps is my last test in my uni… kinda tough, as the Q is so confusing, most of the Q is either A or B… meaning either 2 answer, but I duno which… this just 5 chap… first test 5 chap also… 6 more chap to cover… total 16 chap for final… gosh… how m I gonna cover all that??? L

Immediately after test, I go meet up ah kit n remmy… bring hao go play dota together with them at infinity… shiok… play 2 game, won 2 game, me n hao MAN OF THE MATCH for both game, haha… then go for mamak, subaidah, eww, the chicken is talking to me wei, ask me to eat them, but I have to b patience… my time to eat them will come soon…

Ah kit say he might come png again next week or next next week… suddenly got plan that I can go back with him actually, then come back penang by bus… hmm… good suggestion… in order to do that, I just have 1 obstacles… I have to write my thesis ASAP… so, starting tmr, I have to start write le… this OB have use my 1 week time… time for FYP nw… jia you jia you!!!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

yday night go auntie there take 5litre water come back... now left less than 2 litre of water... not the weather hot, but i m vy thirsty, just duno y... n after so much H2o i consume, my lips skin still coming... gosh... wat's wrong...

b4 4get, today is another person big day as well... someone play a major role in my life too... zhu jie... 生日快乐!!! hehe... pigor wish u stay pretty as always, make a balance between studies n xxx ya, haha... someone who i will find when got thgs bothering me... thanks for coming into my life... ^^ more to come, right?


i wonder when u c i upload this photo, will u beat me, haha...

2011 CNY

last year when u just came back

genting cable car ( my eye so small -.- )

off to dinner n test le... ^^

Been studying non stop for OB for the last 1 week, hopefully I can score well to9… got negative marking, gotta b more kful… must get higher than last time… god bless me…

Ah kit at penang, tonight go yamcha with him…

C him so relax, evyday play game after come back frm lab… envy…

Suppose next fri present FYP, change to this FRI? oh shit… tmr gotta go confirm… if confirm, then tmr have to rush train lo, haha…

Wanna relax a while, can i? watch a movie or anythg? Anyone? Kinda boring with studies d… wanna eat also cant eat much, gotta b vege… hmmm….

so so so shame...

http://clumzycaffein.wordpress.com/2011/03/14/tsunami-gempa-bumi-aku-marah-ni/

a vy good article from the writer... such a disgrace to live in Malaysia... One side of Malaysia is sending rescue team to Japan to help them, another side is at here laughing at them... Porn star still alive, tsunami chasing Ultraman n a vy good speech by our PM wife... fuhhh... both of the news come from local famous newspaper, berita harian n kosmo, n the speech is from our PM wife... if it is from unknown people or normal citizen, it might be the minority, but from the newspaper n our PM wife, people might thk it is from majority of Malaysia... stupid, Stupid STUPID!!!

if u r a japanese n c these thg, how will u feel n thk.. if i m a japanese, i will never visit malaysia, n dont even wish to c malaysian in Japan..

a green country does not mean that u have more trees in ur country... japan is 1 of the high tech country, u want to talk green with them? ppl use solar energy all over their mrt station, pedestrian crossway, do malaysia have that? if malaysia have the technology n need space for industrialization, do u thk malaysia will still have taman negara? all the trees will be cut off also, trust me...

another is the radioactive scam, bullshit! if want to have radioactive warning, also not thru facebook la... surely from news or newspaper la... if want warn also not malaysia first la, japan n malaysia so near meh? nobody live in korea, china, phillipines, taiwan, vietnam meh? haih... this world already have enough thgs to worry about, pls dun create more chaos or havocs la... if want to spread news also, confirm the news first, flip thru newspaper website or news website, check it whether true or not, just spread la... dun ur fren spread, then u also spread la... adui... y r there so many thgs to spread? y got ppl so free want to create false news? coz these ppl earning advertisement fee behind it la... wat Justin Bieber naked la, Miley Cyrus Sex la, daughter send sms to dad about her first time la, all this just a scam n people earn advs fees behind it la...

damn angry when read all these thgs... i not trying to say i m vy smart, i falls into these scam too... but then is better read news directly from news website rather than FB link... at least, i trust news link much more than FB link... be smart people!!!

Monday, March 14, 2011

who got OB book to borrow me? :( got heart to study, but no material...
sien...
coach bo lai, sui... haha... will come back early to absorb my OB... last chap!




just wake up frm slp... feel fresh... but no book to study OB d... :( just go thru the slide ba...

老姐, 生日快乐...


as i always said... without u, wont have the Jackie today... cont ur role, n so do i... thanks for the physiotherapy session 4 grandpa... IT HELPS... congratzzz 4 becoming auntie d... n ur niece bday is between u n ah sy bday, haha...
morning folks... is monday today, n hope evy1 have a good start ahead...

time to teach ball, n hopefully today i can finish OB...

let's go!

congratzz dato lee

congratzz dato...

frm my own point of view, the main point is nt winning the title, but is dato walk out frm his fear... walk out frm lin dan shadow... right frm start, his eye contact, emotion, is want to get rid n won against his nemesis... tried n tried, finally, he does it on a big tournament... congratzzz again... great inspiration to me...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

panic

watch all england men's double final with a bunch of fella who duno badminton really make my heart almost jump out... the game is so close... c smth different frm the way they play... no wonder can win indonesia n china... great game anyway...

hooray

hooray... to9 no need teach badm... can conc watch all england... n read OB... after that have to return book ady... 1 more chap + to cover...

grandpa...

i dream of grandpa!!! first time after 3 weeks he gone... i saw he coming back home, putting his jacket behind his room door, n ask me to do smth... for just a while... maybe about 10second... grandpa is very strong... walk very fast too... but just 10second... n i awake after that.... grandpa~~~~~~~ T.T

有话直说...



Tot nobody going to c wat I wrote here, eventually so many of u came to me n talk about wat I wrote here… nw I knw so many of u actually will come here, make me will thk twice b4 I write smth here… but thk n thk… I dun wanna care who will come here… just wanna voice out thoughts in my mind… at least it will make me feel better…

First of all, happy birthday ah sy jie jie… although no cake, no present n no celebration, but u r happy right…


Trying hard to absorb OB… can fully conc for 1hour only… about 3quarter of a chap I can cover in 1hour… after that, cant in anymore… wasted a lot of time rolling fb up n down… so hard to concentrate… had a coffee at 12smth just nw… make me stay awake until nw… n I get to absorb more… happy… will cont tmr…

MU won… lcw n kkk + tbh also won… good… tmr got show to watch liao… hope msia won both of the game tmr… will watch it, 7pm…

Uni life almost come to an end… 1month + to go… plan to take photos with all my cousemate, 1 by 1… n mayb plan a trip after our final… although I guess is hard to make it, but I will try… maybe at least can go for an apartment stay… hopefully the lunch ceremony i plan for all the lecturer will goes smoothly... surely i cant do it alone... but coursemate seems not so free to help me... i just can try my best...

Next week only teach badm on mon n sat, good, plenty of time for me to do stuff… thesis r thesis… dun so torture me la…

Is been a long time since I go out play at penang… sing K, watch movie, or have some delicious food… but evy1 is bz with FYP, even weekend also have to do OT, guess nt much time can go out play… if manage to write out thesis on time, perhaps I might plan some outing… Kinda boring facing the 4 piece of wall evyday…

Friday, March 11, 2011

almost c STAR when training just now... really beh tong...

found that i lose something... i lose my tummy... wahahahahaa... :p

mourn for the dead due to tsunami in japan... god bless them...

hooray... tmr no need teach badm... got a full day to rest n do thgs... gotta get smth as well... ^^
stupid photograph session... tot took it for wat... waste 1 hour plus there...

pity tutor... sorry for kena marah... thanks for the Q...

training later... hope is not a tired one...

much better

Feel much better after I voice it out… should do it more often… then i wont thk a lot too... y I share it here but nt at fb, the whole world will know if I say at fb… family, lecturer, coach, fren, teacher, etc… thk twice b4 share smth over there… nt much diff compare to advertise to newspaper… eventually, feel it is more effective…

Gardenia bread + kaya, milo + marie biscuit n magi mee is my usually meal of the day for me… at least it serve me a meal per day…

Gotta ask sis bring back all my colourfull shirt… red, orange n yellow… can wear it, but I respect my grandpa… is nt a ‘red occasion’… I still prefer to keep it… half of my badm shirt is colorful.. nt much choice left… hope I can teach less class… might end it up by the end of march… then can fully conc on my own stuff… money is nt easy to earn!!!

Will about abt my financial plan next… ^^

at last...

Finally I found another place to share thgs… I duno who will b here, so I just share wateva I want to… sorry in advance if I hurt u…

Grandpa, so sorry, yday I accidently ate a piece of chicken without realizing it… after that I just rmb… very sorry… I will ganti balik… 49 days is nt that tough, the toughest part is to get smth to eat…1 meal per day is minimum n 2 meal is maximum 4 me nw… auntie’s meal smtm r fill with meat as well, is hard to get a vegetarian food actually… watching people eat meat is not that tough either, as I said, this is for u, grandpa…

Grandma, guess she is quite lonely at home… try to call back as often as I can… n go back as often as I can too… hope she strike more lottery, then she will b happier… 1month + left for me at penang, will try to enjoy it as much as I can as well…

Dad, know u missing grandpa a lot, letting him go is better than we c him suffer eday… day by day, grandpa is growing thinner n thinner… finally, he having a good slp now… he did nt go, forever he will live in our heart… be strong dad, grandpa want us to continue with our life, don’t b sad as that is not what he want us to be, he is watching us now right up there…

u… had some misunderstanding last week… the feeling change a little after that… the thg we talk… the way we talk… I dun like it… I wanna go back… n get a hug frm u… n evythg will b over…but I cant afford to go back nw… a lot of stuff need to b done here… wait for me, k… 4 more weeks, I will back 4 a few day… just wait for me…

had a more relax week on this week compare to last week… no need to teach so many cls, have more time to do my stuff, eventually I waste more time as well… generate about rm100 for all the classes I taught last week… this week n next week, total up also might nt be as much as last week… but, I prefer to teach less class nw as I need time to write thesis, is nt smth easy, takes time to do it… can earn money when I free, but not nw… sorry coach…

attend a meeting which last about 4 hour + today… the panel make decision is not that consistent… students with same qualification but can get diff award…I should have voice out earlier, ending up myself n the team suffered… should get higher award with my qualification, but they miss it… sorry, I tried my best to fight for ur olahragawan award, but u din won it… congrats, u won olahragawati award… I fight n voted for u… fill up the form better next time in ur qualification, luckily I browse thru it…

starting to lose the hunger on badminton, as I will wish to spend more time getting the thesis done… it is troubling me a lot, thinking day n night about the info that should be write… will roll it up soon… just wish to play more game rather than training, enjoy frm gameplay, suffer from training… this year nt really sure whether will go for masum or nt…

cont with OB now… will start thesis soon… stay tune…