stupid sick....

The following picture may let u all feeling uncomfortable... I got this stupid allergy about 2 weeks ago, don't know what is the causes... Went to c many time doc, 3 diff doc i already visited... most all of them say i allergic to something... before this, i though is the green colour bug inside the room, which got a lot, small small like a mosquito, bite people very pain one... but as i go to climb mount KK, the thing still have... some say is 'fong muo', but, i duno, what it is... went for injection twice already, when it really got worst... now, my body still have, but not as much as this few picture, although the thg still come, but is getting lesser n lesser... this thing keep on n off, morning on, then off, night before sleep, on again... grr... ask sherene, she said maybe is cause of my bedsheet, but i changed once already, n i got go KK about 6 days, still have... don't know what is this, CNY coming soon, hopefully can recover soon, n kai kai xin xin de du guo cny... maybe u all will feel itchy when see this picture...

starting it was like this, red colour dot, n getting bigger...

this was when i at sabah clinic, maybe nt because of the sick, is coz i go kacau nemo fish, both of my hand is very swollen...

n, this is the worst... at sabah hotel that time... look at my body... even myself also cant stand the photo...

i got take medication before this, n the medicine just finish yday... maybe i need to go get the medicine again... evytm after eat the medicine will feel sleepy... hopefull these thg can go away soon...

grandpa, grandma...

Receive a call from mum this evening, told me about grandparents condition… seems like getting worse…

Grandfather, sometime will forget the things he do, consider still ok for a person who is already 89 years old, recently become more forgetful already… asking why he is at my aunt house, grandma not there, ask aunt them to call grandma, but actually grandma is sitting right there, he said that is not his wife, cant even recognize his own wife… asked doctor, he said this is the symptom for ‘lau ren chi tai zhen’.. T.T I’m very worried, since young, I stay with my grandparents… among 4 siblings, I m the one stay longest with them, till form 6 before I entered usm… n grandpa dotes me the most in the family… nobody can wear black shirt in shirt, expect me, coz I have so call license from grandpa, he wont scold me coz he dotes me the most… n often, he motivates me a lot in studies… everytime call back home, sure ask abt my result, ask me to work hard…

Grandma, have asthma for sometime already, that day have difficulties in breathing, went to hospital n check, doctor said her heart pumps very weakly… heart is quite weak already, asthma worsen… L although in the family, grandma nag me the most, everytime say me this n that, but I know is for my own good… just bear with it… aunt and parents is with them now at kluang… normally only both of them stay at kluang… ask them to move in to my aunt house, they dun want, at kluang got fren, grandma got fren to play mahjong, grandpa can limteh with his fren, both of them busy on everyday Wednesday, Saturday n Sunday buying lottery, a lot activity for them to do…

I tasted how it feels once when someone close to me leaves this world… mother side grandma, leave us 3 years back on the Christmas eve… till now, whenever I think of her, tears still roll down from my eye… T.T I accept that all of us have to leave this world 1 day, it just the matter of time… but I do not wish that grandparents to leave us so early… 1 of my wish when I enter and study in university is my grandparents can by my side when I graduated… 1 n half year more to go… please… please by my side when I m graduate…

All I can do now is pray hard… I wish to go back… but I cant… many things waiting for me to do at here, I cant just leave without finishing all the things… starting next weekend, every weekend I got things to do… dota competition, hiking, badminton competition, sukad… cant go back either… just can wait till Chinese new year…

Grandpa, grandma, stay strong k, everything is gonna be alright… wait for me to come back k…

memories of 2009

Hmm, last 2 hour of 2009, hope I can faster rush out a blog…

Flash back the whole 2009, what thing have happened on me during this whole year…

Jan, in USM, played badminton competition in sukad, semi-finalist… Participate in the student counsel election… Lose, but gain a lot a lot a lot of experience… Dare to stand up on a stage give a speech without trembling… I still remember when I was MPPPU during form 6, when I go out to read ikrar, my leg was trembling… Now I can speak at DTSP without shivering at all.. Help a lot during my presentation, no fear at all… Thanks for the opportunity given by last year MPP, learn a lot from them… Nothing else ba…

Feb, back for Chinese New Year… First time as boyfriend status go to bb house… Bought 2 bottle of red wine for her parents… N have a few dinner at her house… kinda happy… Gathering n meet up many fren… Jie jie also come back during this time… Visited many fren house…

March, project manager of TOT for bakti, causing a lot of problem also… Learn how to deal some type of people… Went back to KL during study week… Home happened a few big thing… Part of it really causing house chaos… Family almost tear apart, n when come back for final, still like that… Hoping some fren will be able to help, it went beyond the wires till now… How I wish it will be like how it started…

April, have my final exam most of the time… end of april or early or may, bb came to penang to find me… went to a lot interesting place as previous blog, very happy n enjoy…

May, have my masum badminton training… 1st ever official training… quite fit that time, wat I do eday is play badm, play badm n still play badm… play till very boring n tired sometime… went to masum competition at uum, got runner up which was quite a good result… almost can get champion… back to KL for holidays…

June, got spend about 2 weeks at kluang… Meet up friend, play game… then every year KL trip gang came to my house again… haha… this time got bb, jie jie, os, ks, kt, ss, sl, ah xiao… went to genting… then have big shopping time at KL… went many place n have some nice food… they extended their stay at my KL house coz not enough time to shop n play… guy play game, gal go shopping, haha…

July, came back for 3rd sem, everything have change then… dun like the feeling here… went to botanic garden with prof chan, the waterfall was so beautiful… first time ever see a waterfall… this sem dun have lab, got computer lab only, so is quite free…

August, organize the badminton novis competition… select a few first year player… Went to UM for badminton competition… Lose in the group stage… Went to Asian badminton junior championship, saw national junior team n other country top player, another great experience… got went back during merdeka for mid sem break for 1 week…

September, hari raya, I got go back to kluang I think, cant remember, haha… Oh ya, this month is 1 of the worst during my whole life, detected H1N1 in my body, so scare, back to KL for quarantine, so suffering with the medicine… Ponteng a lot of classes… came back after raya break, have to catch up with a lot of things…

October, it was my bday, but I dun have any big celebration, some say I tiao geh, some say I lan ci, wateva it is, some big thing happen in my life again… luckily everything went smoothly… phew… at less, my bday wish came true… J

November, had selection for Australia competition, almost can make it there for double, but, so ke xi, wasted such a big chance, haih… nvm, I believe there must be reason behind that for me to stay at here… Final exam, aim for dean list after all the paper expect management…

December, can remember the most thing… go back kl, go back klg, go back kl, back penang for training, back kl for 1 week, then back penang again… travel here n there… this time back kluang was a bit boring, not many fren around… during at kl, spend time play badminton with uncle, went to jogoya, wow… hehe… back penang for training, asean badminton university championship, thailand n Singapore came here… Thailand player was all very strong, like our bukit jalil player… all the final was their player.. I get to exchange a shirt with Thailand player, quite happy… back to kl for 1 week for xmas… went for avatar movie, very nice… a bit not happy that I cant go pray for my grandma, her death anniversary… L came back usm for 1st week of classes… trying to arrange the timetable most of the time… n here I m sitting in front of my laptop for the last 2 hour for blogging… got to go now to celebrate a fren bday, boon kiat, his bday is 31 dec, so that’s all for this year…

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS...

WISH U ALL HAVE A HEALTHY BODY, GOOD FORTUNE, PASS EXAM WITH FLYING COLOUR, EVERYTHING SUN SUN LI LI...

PEACE ^-^v

I won!!!!!!!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… I achieve my target today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be in the final of my badminton competition……… wahahahahaha…. Really really really very very very happy happy happy…

Semi-final game is the match of the competition… engineering pair had a easy win over junior pair, alex n Wilson in quarter final match, setting up a semi-final match against us… I had a easy win in last-16 n also quarter-final game…

Semi-final start… I was quite panic, cant play proply, throughout the whole competition, I really cant perform well… we lost on the first game, 21-18… then on second game, we lead quite a lot, about 17-12, but then they level on at 18-18, started to panic, I make 2 mistake, 20-18, we losing… I tot is gonna finish le, but I try hard, really hard to control it… manage to fight back at 20-20… n lead at 21-20… but cant finish the game yet, 21-21… finally we get to win the second match on 23-21…

Final game… is a point to point match… I try to play as if we are on training… enjoying the game… in the interval, I manage to do that… just relax n take it as training… keep set up ball for my partner to smash… engineering pair leading us at 19-18… my partner hit a ball… but not sure is in or out… linesman could not see it… opposite supporter saying is out… referee say cant see it, replay that point… 19-18 again… me n my partner manage to grab the opportunity n win at 21-19, 3 straight point for us n win the game… I was so so so happy when we win… I hit my own setting target… yeah~~~

Final was versus torres n ah yang, strongest pair in usm badminton team, got no heart to play, coz hardly can win them even we play till our heart out… so, just another easy game for them… whatever it is, I won another racket for myself n cash prize rm50, yeah…

Coming Friday n Saturday got another sort of competition, is the selection for the Australia competition… 6 player needed, torres n ah yang can say is confirm going already… 4 more places, about 10 of us fighting for the place… is so hurt, coz our training partner, our teammate who we always play with, now have to fight hard with them in order to win the seat for the competition… how I wish that all of us can go to Australia n have fun together… just like we went to masum, it was so fun… this time, someone sure will be left behind…

After seeing today performance from other player, seems like my chance to go Australia is getting smaller n smaller… hand not enough strength, that’s my main obstacles, but I cant do anythg with it… I tried before, end up muscle so pain… whatever it is, I will try again to perform during the selection, hope I can follow the team go together to Australia n have fun…

Is been sometime since I m so happy, wahaha… thanks to all participants n my friends who help to run this event successfully… J

My badminton Competition

Finally, after about 2 months of planning, today will be my badminton competition day... 1 of the senior came to me, ask me can i organise a badminton competition for them, coz they have money but don't know how to use it, haha... of course i said, with some experience handling competition when i was in secondary school...

after planning, find participant, distribute t shirt, draw timetable n chart, today is the day that i have been waiting for... 1st prize n 2nd prize winner can get cash money n racket, while 3rd n 4th prize winner can get cash money n t shirt... my target for this competition is to enter final, coz in the final, most probably i will very ah yang n torres, the strongest player in usm badminton team... but before that, something that is worrying me a lot is in the semi final match... i will either versus alex n wilson (both 1st year) or another pair from engineering... this 2 pair is very strong opponent to me also... i must play very well n maintain my standard to win that, hope i can achieve it...

yday after training, i slept at around 1 something, but i find it very difficult to sleep... i seldom will like this... last time, if tmr is a big exam, like stpm or spm, then i might cant slp well on the day before that... i very very seldom will like this... yday night happen again, i been thinking a lot about my badminton competition... other than hope the competition will goes smoothly, i also hope i can reach the final... but i scare i cant cope with it...

this situation happen once before whereby i m the organiser of the competition n also the participant of the competition... is the bowling competition when i was form6 organise by mpppu... i cant perform well because of worrying many things about the competition... i was the favourite to win the tournament, but then, nobody help me during the whole competition, i have to do this n that, make me cant concentrate on my competition, n i lose the competition in the end, so dissapointed with myself... hopefully, today i can run the competition smoothly n reach the final stage... adios.... (6.30am)

xiao wu gui~

2 years back, I got this gift from a very special person on my bday… it was 2 little xiao wu gui… first time ever I have my own pet… it just about 50sen size only… so cute n so fun to play with… starting, it was quite hard to clean them up, coz they will scratch my hand whenever I carry them, but later on, is ok le, get use to it already…

when xiao wu gui still very small...

xiao wu gui start to grow slightly bigger le...

i started to like wu gui more when i got this pair of xiao wu gui as pet... get to know more about them, how to differentiate between male and female, although sometime i will mix up... here's one example, after xiao wu gui have become da wu gui le...

on the left hand side, the one with less 'corak' is female, while on the right hand side with more corak is male...

but recently, xiao wu gui have become sick le... starting is 1 of them have stop to eat, then same goes to d other one... they close their eye, did not open their eye for very very long time ady... this is one of their fallen sick sign... another is xiao wu gui will come out will a 'yiss' sound, last time they wont de... :-(

xiao wu gui have stop to open their eyes...

from 50cent size to as big as my palm...

in the end, i don't know want how to cure this pair of xiao wu gui... just about 10 more days before my bday, i let this pair of xiao wu gui go on their own freedom at a temple nearby my house in KL... it was so heartache, but i cant do anythg about it... hope by mixing with new fren n new environment, they can live happily ever after...

Take care bb and dd...

:(

Tmr will be my birthday… but on the same time, they wll be a small operation happen on my close one… I do not wish anything for my birthday tmr, no need any celebration, or wishing, but all I just wish is, tmr will be smooth for my family… cant write out the feeling out here… :(