Jackie's Story

2011-03-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

wrote a lot today, but still not enough... can i hand up by this fri? hopefully, if not, latest by next mon... evyday gotta b like rushing a train lo... nvm, just a moment only...

running out of idea ady, maybe take a short nap, then cont again... hmmm....

2011-03-29T07:17:00.002+08:00

a coffee make me wake up till nw... gotta slp d, later just cont, nt tmr...... 9 days left for me... keep going...

keep go to pee every 30mins in the midnight is really making me pissed off... cant concentrate do thgs, keep have to go to the loo...

concentrate on these stuff first, when done, then only do other thgs... keep it up yo...

2011-03-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

wonderful day... done evythg smoothly again, good... thanks for all the wisdom to do it...

first, wanna thanks ah ju, together done the assg, really need someone to share n confirm with what i think n done, discuss together n got the conclusion... thanks again... unlike someone, just ask, done ady? i answer yes, n cont watch movie... what a GOOD man... din even ask how to do it, wateva...

arranged evythg b4 i go back tmr... bought lot's of biscuit for family n fren... n slowly pack all my stuff back to KL... go back, have to cont write thesis n study for 309 test... hope i can do it.. i got 2 days time to do so...

chat quite long with ah yang, abt masum thg... respect his decision... SHE also kion kan de la... treat a player like that... looks like this year masum wait die lo, haha...

thank you lunch for lecturer, again thanks to ah ju... share with her the whole idea, n she say ok... the appreciation to all the lecturer, n most impt for me, is the photograph session... hope evybody will b there, but... is ok... i do respect ur decision... this might b our last memory...

12 hours to go... ^^

2011-03-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

bad mood time, really can do thg more fast n effective... but battery going to finish, 2 more day need go back charge... no more energy to do thgs, wake up later n cont, gotta wash cloth as well... gosh... HOLD ON!!! 36 hours to go... goodnight peeps...

2011-03-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

from morning play game until now, u not bored de meh? i c liao also bored... got assg also dun want to do... vy easy de hua, then u derive all the eqn n give me c la... teach me how to do... ji dan gao... got thg dun want do... let's wait lo...

2011-03-21T18:09:00.002+08:00

had a vy good day expect i woke up a little late n BSOD appear again...

went to lab, manage to take all my result photo with a vy powerfull camera... thanks abang megat for lending me ur camera... will upload the photo later...

manage to get the solution for chemo assg... hooray...

decide to go back... almost forget next mon got a test... hope to get some tips...

keep it up yo~~~

2011-03-21T03:05:00.003+08:00

namewee recently published a new song, a vy meaningful one... WE ARE NOTHING... highly recommend by me... listen to the lyric...

i have drink a lot a lot a lot of water evyday... but my lips still break, smtm will bleed, nth i can do... 1 day duno go toilet how many, go till i feel so lazy to go to toilet, coz is too frequent... head disease start to come again... gosh.... need to take some med... faster recover pls... dun fall sick at this critical period...

dad strike lottery again today... hooray... must b grandpa blessing us... thank you grandpa... time to slp, tmr cont... goodnight folks...

2011-03-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

had a vy nice badm session just now... first time play against ang mo hui... learnt a lot... n we play a vy nice game... thumbs up for sir, wilson n alex... hope more to come next time...

coming weekend is qing ming for grandpa... i wanna go back... but thesis havent finish... din plan to go back at first... give dad a call, chat a while... makes me wanna go back so much... but i have work need to do... this few day hope i can rush as much as possible... teach ball session leave it a side first... thgs that i can push aside, then i will push aside first, visiting grandpa is a thg that i wanted to do so much... i c u soon grandpa, less than a week to go... tmr will tell dad that i will go back this weekend... hooray!!!

this reason fired up all my energy to write my thesis... hopefully can finish by this week... dr norli said need to hand in to her chap by chap by mid of march, but that day presentation, she din say anythg also, n i guess others din do anythg as well other than ah ju... plan to hand in together with ah ju... wait me ya... hehe... coming wed got presentation for 309, got answer, but duno from where it comes the eqn... find evythg i can, still cant solve it... let's c how... less than 1 month time to sit for my final papers... let's roll people...

2011-03-20T17:38:00.002+08:00

looking at him play game, while i doing thesis, is something so distracting me... maybe sometime i do need to go out frm room to conc write my thesis... start to roll le, a good start, get more ideas to write.. just need time... must finish it ASAP.. so that i can go back for a few day... GO GO GO~~~

raining like cats n dogs now... hopefullyi t will stop later... gotta earn some $$ later on, hehe...

BSOD... Blue Screen Of Death keep happening on my laptop recently... pls dun spoil at this moment... need it so much to do stuff... have some backup plan, told dad about this.. he say ok... good... dad, u r the world greatest man to me...

let's cont to roll...

2011-03-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

let's roll... been slacking a lot.... found some idea... hooray...

2011-03-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

had a great discussion with dr norli about our FYP this morning... fuihhh... learnt a lot... she teach us a lot of thg, luckily she arrange a pre-presentation for us... teach us the precaution, steps for presentation, etc... even told me wat might b the Q other lecturer will ask 4 my fyp, lolz... THANKS DR!!!! thumbs up!!!!

had a great sleep in the aftnn just now... make myself vy vy vy tired then just go slp... pheww... slp till so... so..... so wat r.... duno what is the word... soundly r? but i din snore geh, haha...

hmm... after all the chi chi dian dian, now can start writing le... but then, i daze le quite long, how n how n how... hmm.... give me some idea...

2011-03-18T04:05:00.002+08:00

scan for bad sector in my laptop n fixed, hopefully wont have blue screen anymore... doin that without save the presentation into pendrive, luckily nth happen... phew...

i went to brush my teeth n bath... then i thk, this is for better bath or after wake up de, haha...

off to mcD breakfast lo... ^^

Zzzzzzz

2011-03-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

use the time wisely... prepared d presentation for tmr... hopefully, it goes smoothly... later 4am go mcD breakfast with bakti gang, shun bian watch liverpool game... 9.30am present... 12.30am training... gosh... tiring day... after that will have a nice slp...

laptop keep come out blue screen!!! ^(*&^!#@%*(&^!@*$^$!*(^ luckily microsoft save my work just now in auto recover file... if not all have to re-do again... duno where go wrong... pls dun spoil at this time...

kinda tired d, but need to wait until 4am... Zzzzzzzzzzzz........

2011-03-17T21:35:00.001+08:00

had a nice evening sleep... but wake up, dinner was not so good, add on some dish, wow, delicious... plus my favourite dessert... ABC... Air Batu Campur... fully energetic to do stuff nw... LET'S RoLL!!

2011-03-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

FYP mode on, hooray... let's do it yo...

2011-03-17T13:49:00.001+08:00

hehe, earn some $$... ordered n received wat i want today... good... ^^

gotta go lab n settle thgs... hope evythg goes smoothly...

yday night post...

2011-03-17T10:16:00.001+08:00

Test is over… perhaps is my last test in my uni… kinda tough, as the Q is so confusing, most of the Q is either A or B… meaning either 2 answer, but I duno which… this just 5 chap… first test 5 chap also… 6 more chap to cover… total 16 chap for final… gosh… how m I gonna cover all that??? L

Immediately after test, I go meet up ah kit n remmy… bring hao go play dota together with them at infinity… shiok… play 2 game, won 2 game, me n hao MAN OF THE MATCH for both game, haha… then go for mamak, subaidah, eww, the chicken is talking to me wei, ask me to eat them, but I have to b patience… my time to eat them will come soon…

Ah kit say he might come png again next week or next next week… suddenly got plan that I can go back with him actually, then come back penang by bus… hmm… good suggestion… in order to do that, I just have 1 obstacles… I have to write my thesis ASAP… so, starting tmr, I have to start write le… this OB have use my 1 week time… time for FYP nw… jia you jia you!!!

2011-03-16T18:37:00.006+08:00

yday night go auntie there take 5litre water come back... now left less than 2 litre of water... not the weather hot, but i m vy thirsty, just duno y... n after so much H2o i consume, my lips skin still coming... gosh... wat's wrong...

b4 4get, today is another person big day as well... someone play a major role in my life too... zhu jie... 生日快乐!!! hehe... pigor wish u stay pretty as always, make a balance between studies n xxx ya, haha... someone who i will find when got thgs bothering me... thanks for coming into my life... ^^ more to come, right?

i wonder when u c i upload this photo, will u beat me, haha...

2011 CNY

last year when u just came back

genting cable car ( my eye so small -.- )

off to dinner n test le... ^^

2011-03-16T17:58:00.001+08:00

Been studying non stop for OB for the last 1 week, hopefully I can score well to9… got negative marking, gotta b more kful… must get higher than last time… god bless me…

Ah kit at penang, tonight go yamcha with him…

C him so relax, evyday play game after come back frm lab… envy…

Suppose next fri present FYP, change to this FRI? oh shit… tmr gotta go confirm… if confirm, then tmr have to rush train lo, haha…

Wanna relax a while, can i? watch a movie or anythg? Anyone? Kinda boring with studies d… wanna eat also cant eat much, gotta b vege… hmmm….

so so so shame...

2011-03-16T02:57:00.002+08:00

http://clumzycaffein.wordpress.com/2011/03/14/tsunami-gempa-bumi-aku-marah-ni/

a vy good article from the writer... such a disgrace to live in Malaysia... One side of Malaysia is sending rescue team to Japan to help them, another side is at here laughing at them... Porn star still alive, tsunami chasing Ultraman n a vy good speech by our PM wife... fuhhh... both of the news come from local famous newspaper, berita harian n kosmo, n the speech is from our PM wife... if it is from unknown people or normal citizen, it might be the minority, but from the newspaper n our PM wife, people might thk it is from majority of Malaysia... stupid, Stupid STUPID!!!

if u r a japanese n c these thg, how will u feel n thk.. if i m a japanese, i will never visit malaysia, n dont even wish to c malaysian in Japan..

a green country does not mean that u have more trees in ur country... japan is 1 of the high tech country, u want to talk green with them? ppl use solar energy all over their mrt station, pedestrian crossway, do malaysia have that? if malaysia have the technology n need space for industrialization, do u thk malaysia will still have taman negara? all the trees will be cut off also, trust me...

another is the radioactive scam, bullshit! if want to have radioactive warning, also not thru facebook la... surely from news or newspaper la... if want warn also not malaysia first la, japan n malaysia so near meh? nobody live in korea, china, phillipines, taiwan, vietnam meh? haih... this world already have enough thgs to worry about, pls dun create more chaos or havocs la... if want to spread news also, confirm the news first, flip thru newspaper website or news website, check it whether true or not, just spread la... dun ur fren spread, then u also spread la... adui... y r there so many thgs to spread? y got ppl so free want to create false news? coz these ppl earning advertisement fee behind it la... wat Justin Bieber naked la, Miley Cyrus Sex la, daughter send sms to dad about her first time la, all this just a scam n people earn advs fees behind it la...

damn angry when read all these thgs... i not trying to say i m vy smart, i falls into these scam too... but then is better read news directly from news website rather than FB link... at least, i trust news link much more than FB link... be smart people!!!

2011-03-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

who got OB book to borrow me? :( got heart to study, but no material...

2011-03-14T21:40:00.001+08:00

sien...

2011-03-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

coach bo lai, sui... haha... will come back early to absorb my OB... last chap!

2011-03-14T15:33:00.005+08:00

just wake up frm slp... feel fresh... but no book to study OB d... :( just go thru the slide ba...

老姐, 生日快乐...

as i always said... without u, wont have the Jackie today... cont ur role, n so do i... thanks for the physiotherapy session 4 grandpa... IT HELPS... congratzzz 4 becoming auntie d... n ur niece bday is between u n ah sy bday, haha...

2011-03-14T08:43:00.001+08:00

morning folks... is monday today, n hope evy1 have a good start ahead...

time to teach ball, n hopefully today i can finish OB...

let's go!

congratzz dato lee

2011-03-14T01:51:00.002+08:00

congratzz dato...

frm my own point of view, the main point is nt winning the title, but is dato walk out frm his fear... walk out frm lin dan shadow... right frm start, his eye contact, emotion, is want to get rid n won against his nemesis... tried n tried, finally, he does it on a big tournament... congratzzz again... great inspiration to me...

panic

2011-03-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

watch all england men's double final with a bunch of fella who duno badminton really make my heart almost jump out... the game is so close... c smth different frm the way they play... no wonder can win indonesia n china... great game anyway...

hooray

2011-03-13T17:45:00.001+08:00

hooray... to9 no need teach badm... can conc watch all england... n read OB... after that have to return book ady... 1 more chap + to cover...

grandpa...

2011-03-13T14:20:00.002+08:00

i dream of grandpa!!! first time after 3 weeks he gone... i saw he coming back home, putting his jacket behind his room door, n ask me to do smth... for just a while... maybe about 10second... grandpa is very strong... walk very fast too... but just 10second... n i awake after that.... grandpa~~~~~~~ T.T

有话直说...

2011-03-13T05:28:00.003+08:00

Tot nobody going to c wat I wrote here, eventually so many of u came to me n talk about wat I wrote here… nw I knw so many of u actually will come here, make me will thk twice b4 I write smth here… but thk n thk… I dun wanna care who will come here… just wanna voice out thoughts in my mind… at least it will make me feel better…

First of all, happy birthday ah sy jie jie… although no cake, no present n no celebration, but u r happy right…

Trying hard to absorb OB… can fully conc for 1hour only… about 3quarter of a chap I can cover in 1hour… after that, cant in anymore… wasted a lot of time rolling fb up n down… so hard to concentrate… had a coffee at 12smth just nw… make me stay awake until nw… n I get to absorb more… happy… will cont tmr…

MU won… lcw n kkk + tbh also won… good… tmr got show to watch liao… hope msia won both of the game tmr… will watch it, 7pm…

Uni life almost come to an end… 1month + to go… plan to take photos with all my cousemate, 1 by 1… n mayb plan a trip after our final… although I guess is hard to make it, but I will try… maybe at least can go for an apartment stay… hopefully the lunch ceremony i plan for all the lecturer will goes smoothly... surely i cant do it alone... but coursemate seems not so free to help me... i just can try my best...

Next week only teach badm on mon n sat, good, plenty of time for me to do stuff… thesis r thesis… dun so torture me la…

Is been a long time since I go out play at penang… sing K, watch movie, or have some delicious food… but evy1 is bz with FYP, even weekend also have to do OT, guess nt much time can go out play… if manage to write out thesis on time, perhaps I might plan some outing… Kinda boring facing the 4 piece of wall evyday…

2011-03-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

almost c STAR when training just now... really beh tong...

found that i lose something... i lose my tummy... wahahahahaa... :p

mourn for the dead due to tsunami in japan... god bless them...

hooray... tmr no need teach badm... got a full day to rest n do thgs... gotta get smth as well... ^^

2011-03-11T11:51:00.002+08:00

stupid photograph session... tot took it for wat... waste 1 hour plus there...

pity tutor... sorry for kena marah... thanks for the Q...

training later... hope is not a tired one...

much better

2011-03-11T05:10:00.000+08:00

Feel much better after I voice it out… should do it more often… then i wont thk a lot too... y I share it here but nt at fb, the whole world will know if I say at fb… family, lecturer, coach, fren, teacher, etc… thk twice b4 share smth over there… nt much diff compare to advertise to newspaper… eventually, feel it is more effective…

Gardenia bread + kaya, milo + marie biscuit n magi mee is my usually meal of the day for me… at least it serve me a meal per day…

Gotta ask sis bring back all my colourfull shirt… red, orange n yellow… can wear it, but I respect my grandpa… is nt a ‘red occasion’… I still prefer to keep it… half of my badm shirt is colorful.. nt much choice left… hope I can teach less class… might end it up by the end of march… then can fully conc on my own stuff… money is nt easy to earn!!!

Will about abt my financial plan next… ^^

at last...

2011-03-11T04:56:00.001+08:00

Finally I found another place to share thgs… I duno who will b here, so I just share wateva I want to… sorry in advance if I hurt u…

Grandpa, so sorry, yday I accidently ate a piece of chicken without realizing it… after that I just rmb… very sorry… I will ganti balik… 49 days is nt that tough, the toughest part is to get smth to eat…1 meal per day is minimum n 2 meal is maximum 4 me nw… auntie’s meal smtm r fill with meat as well, is hard to get a vegetarian food actually… watching people eat meat is not that tough either, as I said, this is for u, grandpa…

Grandma, guess she is quite lonely at home… try to call back as often as I can… n go back as often as I can too… hope she strike more lottery, then she will b happier… 1month + left for me at penang, will try to enjoy it as much as I can as well…

Dad, know u missing grandpa a lot, letting him go is better than we c him suffer eday… day by day, grandpa is growing thinner n thinner… finally, he having a good slp now… he did nt go, forever he will live in our heart… be strong dad, grandpa want us to continue with our life, don’t b sad as that is not what he want us to be, he is watching us now right up there…

u… had some misunderstanding last week… the feeling change a little after that… the thg we talk… the way we talk… I dun like it… I wanna go back… n get a hug frm u… n evythg will b over…but I cant afford to go back nw… a lot of stuff need to b done here… wait for me, k… 4 more weeks, I will back 4 a few day… just wait for me…

had a more relax week on this week compare to last week… no need to teach so many cls, have more time to do my stuff, eventually I waste more time as well… generate about rm100 for all the classes I taught last week… this week n next week, total up also might nt be as much as last week… but, I prefer to teach less class nw as I need time to write thesis, is nt smth easy, takes time to do it… can earn money when I free, but not nw… sorry coach…

attend a meeting which last about 4 hour + today… the panel make decision is not that consistent… students with same qualification but can get diff award…I should have voice out earlier, ending up myself n the team suffered… should get higher award with my qualification, but they miss it… sorry, I tried my best to fight for ur olahragawan award, but u din won it… congrats, u won olahragawati award… I fight n voted for u… fill up the form better next time in ur qualification, luckily I browse thru it…

starting to lose the hunger on badminton, as I will wish to spend more time getting the thesis done… it is troubling me a lot, thinking day n night about the info that should be write… will roll it up soon… just wish to play more game rather than training, enjoy frm gameplay, suffer from training… this year nt really sure whether will go for masum or nt…

cont with OB now… will start thesis soon… stay tune…

TI NIGHT

2010-03-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

Yday was my sch night, TI NIGHT… (a round of applause for the committee member) u guys did a good job… just MC got a little prob… other than that, the program, the flow, the activities, especially the theme, (GARBALICIOUS) u guys did it… even the dean also praise the theme…

This year TI NIGHT was diff for me compare to last year, coz this time, all my Chinese coursemate went to the dinner expect 2 coursemate… it was a good night, as all of us dress in handsomely n prettily, take photos, had a dinner, n had fun… my class member are more this time, so I dare to play more, shouting here n there, last year, I was just sitting there quietly only, haha… won a little small gift for giving the correct answer in ‘TEST YOUR MEMORY GAME’… Lucky draw, last year prizes are more attractive, a lot of big prizes, this year there’s only 3… but there’s good, coz is hard to find sponsorship, myself also haven’t go and find a sponsorship before… stupid dean also din sponsor any money…

I manage to take photo with all my Chinese coursemate yday, expect 1, came from same hometown with me de, haha… sad for a fren, she got the sick like me yday, suddenly very itchy, paid rm55 but cant get to eat n enjoy the night… but luckily I fast fast go take picture with her first, hehe…

Performance… bowie n Josiah, sing very nice… especially ‘kau ilhamku’ n ‘I’m yours’… really bring up the atmosphere… the cat walk using recycle item, 1 word, creative… what else… that’s all I can rmb…

To organize such a big event, I know is not something easy, I organized once b4 during form 6, which got about 200smth student, the preparation is so so tough… n when everything is over, phew… I lost 5kg, coz there’s no more burden on my shoulder, phew… well, overall, another a round of applause to the committee member, good job guys…

Responsible...

2010-03-14T13:57:00.002+08:00

What kind of person I should be?

What is my responsibility?

Who should I report to?

Who should I care about?

People always criticize the bad thing they do, few Q were directed to me, where was I, did I like this, do I like that? If u are my fren, u will come to me, n ask, izzit like this, like that… Thanks for coming to me yday night… I should not do blind guessing, instead, they should not do blind guessing… If they are my fren, they should come to me n ask me… Just like I go to u, n ask u about somebody else… I don’t know who there are, who cares… No need to be fake, don’t like a person, still wanna be frenly… I don’t know what is their opinion towards me, nobody tell me, how should I know, as long as I satisfied with myself, ‘liang xin guo de qu’, n people around me agree with what I do, I m ok… I m open, can come to me, criticize me, but in proper way la, just like yday, I m ok, can accept… Instead, I m happy, so I can improve myself… Do a task, can’t fulfill 100% of the ppl around u, as long as u got 60-70% ppl agree with u, u did a good job… ( opinion from a fren ) those 30-40% people, maybe some of u are part of them, I can’t do anythg with that… Being a leader is not easy, I choose to let it go sometimes ago since can’t get the co-operation with the rest, but then, anybody allow? Another fren said, ask them be leader la, then I follow them, c wat will happen… Just a small rep in a small class, how to become a president of a big club, a MPP of a U, a YB of a district, a Parlimen member, and a Prime Minister of a country… phew……… still long way for me to learn… Will silent make a better leader??? Let’s c…

p/s : Thanks again for yday night chatting... Hope it come always...

stupid sick....

2010-02-03T09:48:00.014+08:00

The following picture may let u all feeling uncomfortable... I got this stupid allergy about 2 weeks ago, don't know what is the causes... Went to c many time doc, 3 diff doc i already visited... most all of them say i allergic to something... before this, i though is the green colour bug inside the room, which got a lot, small small like a mosquito, bite people very pain one... but as i go to climb mount KK, the thing still have... some say is 'fong muo', but, i duno, what it is... went for injection twice already, when it really got worst... now, my body still have, but not as much as this few picture, although the thg still come, but is getting lesser n lesser... this thing keep on n off, morning on, then off, night before sleep, on again... grr... ask sherene, she said maybe is cause of my bedsheet, but i changed once already, n i got go KK about 6 days, still have... don't know what is this, CNY coming soon, hopefully can recover soon, n kai kai xin xin de du guo cny... maybe u all will feel itchy when see this picture...

starting it was like this, red colour dot, n getting bigger...

this was when i at sabah clinic, maybe nt because of the sick, is coz i go kacau nemo fish, both of my hand is very swollen...

n, this is the worst... at sabah hotel that time... look at my body... even myself also cant stand the photo...

i got take medication before this, n the medicine just finish yday... maybe i need to go get the medicine again... evytm after eat the medicine will feel sleepy... hopefull these thg can go away soon...

grandpa, grandma...

2010-01-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

Receive a call from mum this evening, told me about grandparents condition… seems like getting worse…

Grandfather, sometime will forget the things he do, consider still ok for a person who is already 89 years old, recently become more forgetful already… asking why he is at my aunt house, grandma not there, ask aunt them to call grandma, but actually grandma is sitting right there, he said that is not his wife, cant even recognize his own wife… asked doctor, he said this is the symptom for ‘lau ren chi tai zhen’.. T.T I’m very worried, since young, I stay with my grandparents… among 4 siblings, I m the one stay longest with them, till form 6 before I entered usm… n grandpa dotes me the most in the family… nobody can wear black shirt in shirt, expect me, coz I have so call license from grandpa, he wont scold me coz he dotes me the most… n often, he motivates me a lot in studies… everytime call back home, sure ask abt my result, ask me to work hard…

Grandma, have asthma for sometime already, that day have difficulties in breathing, went to hospital n check, doctor said her heart pumps very weakly… heart is quite weak already, asthma worsen… L although in the family, grandma nag me the most, everytime say me this n that, but I know is for my own good… just bear with it… aunt and parents is with them now at kluang… normally only both of them stay at kluang… ask them to move in to my aunt house, they dun want, at kluang got fren, grandma got fren to play mahjong, grandpa can limteh with his fren, both of them busy on everyday Wednesday, Saturday n Sunday buying lottery, a lot activity for them to do…

I tasted how it feels once when someone close to me leaves this world… mother side grandma, leave us 3 years back on the Christmas eve… till now, whenever I think of her, tears still roll down from my eye… T.T I accept that all of us have to leave this world 1 day, it just the matter of time… but I do not wish that grandparents to leave us so early… 1 of my wish when I enter and study in university is my grandparents can by my side when I graduated… 1 n half year more to go… please… please by my side when I m graduate…

All I can do now is pray hard… I wish to go back… but I cant… many things waiting for me to do at here, I cant just leave without finishing all the things… starting next weekend, every weekend I got things to do… dota competition, hiking, badminton competition, sukad… cant go back either… just can wait till Chinese new year…

Grandpa, grandma, stay strong k, everything is gonna be alright… wait for me to come back k…

memories of 2009

2009-12-31T22:32:00.001+08:00

Hmm, last 2 hour of 2009, hope I can faster rush out a blog…

Flash back the whole 2009, what thing have happened on me during this whole year…

Jan, in USM, played badminton competition in sukad, semi-finalist… Participate in the student counsel election… Lose, but gain a lot a lot a lot of experience… Dare to stand up on a stage give a speech without trembling… I still remember when I was MPPPU during form 6, when I go out to read ikrar, my leg was trembling… Now I can speak at DTSP without shivering at all.. Help a lot during my presentation, no fear at all… Thanks for the opportunity given by last year MPP, learn a lot from them… Nothing else ba…

Feb, back for Chinese New Year… First time as boyfriend status go to bb house… Bought 2 bottle of red wine for her parents… N have a few dinner at her house… kinda happy… Gathering n meet up many fren… Jie jie also come back during this time… Visited many fren house…

March, project manager of TOT for bakti, causing a lot of problem also… Learn how to deal some type of people… Went back to KL during study week… Home happened a few big thing… Part of it really causing house chaos… Family almost tear apart, n when come back for final, still like that… Hoping some fren will be able to help, it went beyond the wires till now… How I wish it will be like how it started…

April, have my final exam most of the time… end of april or early or may, bb came to penang to find me… went to a lot interesting place as previous blog, very happy n enjoy…

May, have my masum badminton training… 1st ever official training… quite fit that time, wat I do eday is play badm, play badm n still play badm… play till very boring n tired sometime… went to masum competition at uum, got runner up which was quite a good result… almost can get champion… back to KL for holidays…

June, got spend about 2 weeks at kluang… Meet up friend, play game… then every year KL trip gang came to my house again… haha… this time got bb, jie jie, os, ks, kt, ss, sl, ah xiao… went to genting… then have big shopping time at KL… went many place n have some nice food… they extended their stay at my KL house coz not enough time to shop n play… guy play game, gal go shopping, haha…

July, came back for 3rd sem, everything have change then… dun like the feeling here… went to botanic garden with prof chan, the waterfall was so beautiful… first time ever see a waterfall… this sem dun have lab, got computer lab only, so is quite free…

August, organize the badminton novis competition… select a few first year player… Went to UM for badminton competition… Lose in the group stage… Went to Asian badminton junior championship, saw national junior team n other country top player, another great experience… got went back during merdeka for mid sem break for 1 week…

September, hari raya, I got go back to kluang I think, cant remember, haha… Oh ya, this month is 1 of the worst during my whole life, detected H1N1 in my body, so scare, back to KL for quarantine, so suffering with the medicine… Ponteng a lot of classes… came back after raya break, have to catch up with a lot of things…

October, it was my bday, but I dun have any big celebration, some say I tiao geh, some say I lan ci, wateva it is, some big thing happen in my life again… luckily everything went smoothly… phew… at less, my bday wish came true… J

November, had selection for Australia competition, almost can make it there for double, but, so ke xi, wasted such a big chance, haih… nvm, I believe there must be reason behind that for me to stay at here… Final exam, aim for dean list after all the paper expect management…

December, can remember the most thing… go back kl, go back klg, go back kl, back penang for training, back kl for 1 week, then back penang again… travel here n there… this time back kluang was a bit boring, not many fren around… during at kl, spend time play badminton with uncle, went to jogoya, wow… hehe… back penang for training, asean badminton university championship, thailand n Singapore came here… Thailand player was all very strong, like our bukit jalil player… all the final was their player.. I get to exchange a shirt with Thailand player, quite happy… back to kl for 1 week for xmas… went for avatar movie, very nice… a bit not happy that I cant go pray for my grandma, her death anniversary… L came back usm for 1st week of classes… trying to arrange the timetable most of the time… n here I m sitting in front of my laptop for the last 2 hour for blogging… got to go now to celebrate a fren bday, boon kiat, his bday is 31 dec, so that’s all for this year…

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS...

WISH U ALL HAVE A HEALTHY BODY, GOOD FORTUNE, PASS EXAM WITH FLYING COLOUR, EVERYTHING SUN SUN LI LI...

PEACE ^-^v

I won!!!!!!!

2009-10-11T00:37:00.001+08:00

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… I achieve my target today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be in the final of my badminton competition……… wahahahahaha…. Really really really very very very happy happy happy…

Semi-final game is the match of the competition… engineering pair had a easy win over junior pair, alex n Wilson in quarter final match, setting up a semi-final match against us… I had a easy win in last-16 n also quarter-final game…

Semi-final start… I was quite panic, cant play proply, throughout the whole competition, I really cant perform well… we lost on the first game, 21-18… then on second game, we lead quite a lot, about 17-12, but then they level on at 18-18, started to panic, I make 2 mistake, 20-18, we losing… I tot is gonna finish le, but I try hard, really hard to control it… manage to fight back at 20-20… n lead at 21-20… but cant finish the game yet, 21-21… finally we get to win the second match on 23-21…

Final game… is a point to point match… I try to play as if we are on training… enjoying the game… in the interval, I manage to do that… just relax n take it as training… keep set up ball for my partner to smash… engineering pair leading us at 19-18… my partner hit a ball… but not sure is in or out… linesman could not see it… opposite supporter saying is out… referee say cant see it, replay that point… 19-18 again… me n my partner manage to grab the opportunity n win at 21-19, 3 straight point for us n win the game… I was so so so happy when we win… I hit my own setting target… yeah~~~

Final was versus torres n ah yang, strongest pair in usm badminton team, got no heart to play, coz hardly can win them even we play till our heart out… so, just another easy game for them… whatever it is, I won another racket for myself n cash prize rm50, yeah…

Coming Friday n Saturday got another sort of competition, is the selection for the Australia competition… 6 player needed, torres n ah yang can say is confirm going already… 4 more places, about 10 of us fighting for the place… is so hurt, coz our training partner, our teammate who we always play with, now have to fight hard with them in order to win the seat for the competition… how I wish that all of us can go to Australia n have fun together… just like we went to masum, it was so fun… this time, someone sure will be left behind…

After seeing today performance from other player, seems like my chance to go Australia is getting smaller n smaller… hand not enough strength, that’s my main obstacles, but I cant do anythg with it… I tried before, end up muscle so pain… whatever it is, I will try again to perform during the selection, hope I can follow the team go together to Australia n have fun…

Is been sometime since I m so happy, wahaha… thanks to all participants n my friends who help to run this event successfully… J

My badminton Competition

2009-10-10T06:20:00.002+08:00

Finally, after about 2 months of planning, today will be my badminton competition day... 1 of the senior came to me, ask me can i organise a badminton competition for them, coz they have money but don't know how to use it, haha... of course i said, with some experience handling competition when i was in secondary school...

after planning, find participant, distribute t shirt, draw timetable n chart, today is the day that i have been waiting for... 1st prize n 2nd prize winner can get cash money n racket, while 3rd n 4th prize winner can get cash money n t shirt... my target for this competition is to enter final, coz in the final, most probably i will very ah yang n torres, the strongest player in usm badminton team... but before that, something that is worrying me a lot is in the semi final match... i will either versus alex n wilson (both 1st year) or another pair from engineering... this 2 pair is very strong opponent to me also... i must play very well n maintain my standard to win that, hope i can achieve it...

yday after training, i slept at around 1 something, but i find it very difficult to sleep... i seldom will like this... last time, if tmr is a big exam, like stpm or spm, then i might cant slp well on the day before that... i very very seldom will like this... yday night happen again, i been thinking a lot about my badminton competition... other than hope the competition will goes smoothly, i also hope i can reach the final... but i scare i cant cope with it...

this situation happen once before whereby i m the organiser of the competition n also the participant of the competition... is the bowling competition when i was form6 organise by mpppu... i cant perform well because of worrying many things about the competition... i was the favourite to win the tournament, but then, nobody help me during the whole competition, i have to do this n that, make me cant concentrate on my competition, n i lose the competition in the end, so dissapointed with myself... hopefully, today i can run the competition smoothly n reach the final stage... adios.... (6.30am)

xiao wu gui~

2009-10-05T16:44:00.011+08:00

2 years back, I got this gift from a very special person on my bday… it was 2 little xiao wu gui… first time ever I have my own pet… it just about 50sen size only… so cute n so fun to play with… starting, it was quite hard to clean them up, coz they will scratch my hand whenever I carry them, but later on, is ok le, get use to it already…

when xiao wu gui still very small...

xiao wu gui start to grow slightly bigger le...

i started to like wu gui more when i got this pair of xiao wu gui as pet... get to know more about them, how to differentiate between male and female, although sometime i will mix up... here's one example, after xiao wu gui have become da wu gui le...

on the left hand side, the one with less 'corak' is female, while on the right hand side with more corak is male...

but recently, xiao wu gui have become sick le... starting is 1 of them have stop to eat, then same goes to d other one... they close their eye, did not open their eye for very very long time ady... this is one of their fallen sick sign... another is xiao wu gui will come out will a 'yiss' sound, last time they wont de... :-(

xiao wu gui have stop to open their eyes...

from 50cent size to as big as my palm...

in the end, i don't know want how to cure this pair of xiao wu gui... just about 10 more days before my bday, i let this pair of xiao wu gui go on their own freedom at a temple nearby my house in KL... it was so heartache, but i cant do anythg about it... hope by mixing with new fren n new environment, they can live happily ever after...

Take care bb and dd...

:(

2009-10-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

Tmr will be my birthday… but on the same time, they wll be a small operation happen on my close one… I do not wish anything for my birthday tmr, no need any celebration, or wishing, but all I just wish is, tmr will be smooth for my family… cant write out the feeling out here… :(

dad reunion and being rob by small creatures...

2009-10-04T17:05:00.000+08:00

I went to my dad classmate reunion during hari raya break, to help him as a technician, do all the things connected with computer… it was my dad form 5 classmate, after 35 years of graduation, can u imagine? Most of them come with big belly… n there also a few teacher attended the function also…

So, few teacher went up there to share their though… after saying thanks to the organizer n said very happy… 1 of the teacher share some of his experience… teacher A said, time flies, from last time he got a big belly with black hair, now is thin already with white hair, he keep want to make himself still look young, so once his hair turn white, he will go dye his hair black back… till 1 time, where a young kid laugh at him buying the dye thing, he stop dye his hair already…

Teacher B also with white hair, went up to the stage, just said 2 sentences of speech, sounds like this, ‘I waited 60 years for my hair to turn white, why should I dye it black back’??? to me, it sounds funny, n maybe is true also…

Recently I keep get rob by this small creatures known as ant… full of ants on my table, nothing for them to eat, they still walk around on my table searching for food… sausage bread, egg tart, all was rob by them… then 1 day I place my sausage bread to my cloth cupboard, they even go in there n rob me again… grrrr…. After spray n kill them, come again the next time… I wondering should I just place a sweet at the window n rear this small creatures…

Updates...

2009-09-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

Got many things to share here, but not now, as i got many things to settle first... after that i just post it up at here k...

share 1 of it first... a joke...

heaven is already full of ghost... then got this 3 guys just died, 1 is mathematician, 1 is physician, n another is an idiot... the heaven guard said to 3 of them, if they can ask a question n the heaven guard cant answer, then that person can go to heaven, if not they should go to hell...

mathematician ask first, what is the longest and toughest mathematic formula in the world??? within 3 second, the heaven guard wrote a 12 pages of formula to that mathematician, and is correct... so the mathematician goes to hell...

physician next, ask, what is the longest and toughest physics formula in the world??? within 3 second again, the heaven guard wrote a 14 pages of formula to that physician, and is correct... physician accompany the mathematician goes to hell...

the last one, the idiot... he think n think, duno what to ask... finally, he ask for a chair... on the chair, he makes 9 holes on it... he sit on the chair, and he fart ( fang pi )... he ask the heaven guard, which hole is my fart coming out from? heaven guard cant guess, coz there is 9 holes on the chair, he simply said the centre one... the idiot laugh n said, WRONG, is from my ASSHOLE... hahahaha... :-)

Free from h1n1

2009-09-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

H1N1, can say I m totally free from it already… just got enough energy to kill a tiger now... yday night wanted to go play badm with uncle, but dad ask me to quarantine for the last day, as it was the 7th day… aigh, hand so itchy already… so long din play already, about 2 weeks ago was the last one for me… waiting to go back johor n play with laoda them…

Lately, busy with my badm comptt thing, n also climb mount kk thg… many thing to settle for badm comptt thing… transport for participant, not enough car now… collect entrance fee n take down their t shirt size… call supplier to get the t shirt, they got limited stock, aigh… create problem for me only… but I know all these thing going to be paid off after everything is settle, hopefully… J

Climb mount kk thing, I cant do anythg coz I at KL now, not at usm… cant have discussion with my coursemate n also d lecturer, cant go meet them up… many thing I cant do n arrange… then today prof chan call me, talk to me many thing, aigh.. also only can wait me go back only can settle it…

1 assg n 1 test to prepare during this holiday… just start to prepare a bit only, aigh… hardly can find the study mood when I at home… so shu fu when I m at home…

Bbq this sun at ningxing house, hope many of them can make it… meet some old fren… n going to meet teacher also…she help me spread out the whole world when I m down with h1n1, she really worry, sms n call me almost eday…

Day 3

2009-09-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

Third day quarantine myself in my room… So so boring, that’s all I can say…

Everyone ask me, how am I now, myself also don’t know how to answer… Inside my throat, there’s a lot ‘tan’ or malay call as kahak, English I duno call what… this morning wake up, lips seems a bit swollen… That’s all my condition now… Still got mild fever I think…

I got think before, am I really kena h1n1? Some of my fren in usm, was very close with me on the day I sick, seong chuan was driving me to hospital, lean ping sit beside me during tutorial, yinmun Kelvin same group with me during English class… If really h1n1 can spread thru air, I guess they should have the symptom by now… is not that I wish them to infected by h1n1 also, is I suspecting myself whether I m really infected with h1n1 or not… told dad abt it, he said, no need to care about that first, if go hospital n test again, positive or negative, still have to take the med… y dun I finish the med first, before go to check again… my roommate was with me half of the day before I sick, but he is nth too…

But 39 degree was really scare me, that time the headache was really killing me… I got the energy to do thing, I can think, just my head not allow me to do it, so so heavy that time… luckily, is over… hope all this will be over soon, n I can be back myself… still got many things waiting for me to do it…

Start anees assg a bit today… need a favour from my coursemate to send me back some of the notes… go back still got test waiting for me… management result was really not in my favour, test 2 n final must do it well…

Badminton thing, everything goes smoothly, good… if evythg goes as plan, that’s really fantastic… thanks to xinhao for helping me so much… must give ah yang some things to do also, haha… use hp to call n sms so many ppl, but if evythg goes accordingly, is really worth it then…

Infected with Influenza A(H1N1), Day 1

2009-09-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yday night I was confirm tested positive for h1n1 test… I got a stun when the hospital call n told me about this… seems like I m incurable that time, like got cancer… out of worries, call my family, n my coursemate, who have contact with me yday… n penggawa also, coz I duno who to report to…

It was 39 degree when I reach hospital yday, lah wah ee hospital… then the doctor ask me to have the h1n1 test, which is call as throat swabs… it was really disgusting, the nurse put a wire like that de thg from my nose to my throat there, dig dig a while, then she take it out… very uncomfortable… she said after 2 or 3 hours, I will know the result, so she ask me to go back first… after 1 hour, hospital call me, positive… shit…

Parents straightaway come to penang take me together with my elder sis… soulless… unable to move… head weight was like 300kg, very very pain… cant eat or drink much, feel want vomit, but cant vomit… at last, I ate the medicine, rest a while, about 20 minutes, feel much much much better… phew…

Reach kl this morning, about 9 something… quarantine myself in my room, scare will pass the virus to my family also, about4 hour inside car with them, put I got wear mask all the time… still got the risk… mum prepare food n drink for me, put outside the room, knock my door, then I will go n take it after she left, like criminal, haha… cant have any contact with them…

Phone ring non stop from yday night till now… coursemates, friends, tutor, even lecturer also called me… thank you to u all, I very appreciate it… penggawa was very nice of him, yday he even said want call ambulance to send me to hospital… n this morning he inform to tnc of hep…

How I get contact with the virus? Myself also duno, xinhao n ah fai got fever before this, but they recover ady, nth happen… I not so sure about myself… I quite worry that I pass the virus to my coursemates or tutor, 1 of the tutor seems start to feel unwell… n 1 senior got minor fever… I don’t hope it spread to all my friend, please………..

Whole day at room, got a lot entertainment actually… phone ring non stop… watch drama, play dota, haha… tmr think can study a bit… bring all my books back, got 3 weeks holiday for me… man man enjoy…

My badm comptt, still on, xinhao n ah yang help me take over… many things to do, thanks to them… steamboat is on me after that as I promise them… there will be 3 competition on 3 following weeks on October… on 1 2 3 oct, going to Kelantan, on 10, is my badm comptt, n on 17 is penang close, is going to be a busy month… same like December I think, got 3 badminton comptt also… Australia, Thailand n usm open… wow…

Hope I can recover as soon as possible, so I can be back the normal me… this thing have to take it seriously as many of my friends warn me, no jokes on it, my life is on stack… pray hard for me… thanks…

Zzz

2009-09-08T09:16:00.000+08:00

Shit… almost fall shit last night… so suffering… cant fall asleep, then feel whole body is hot n start to cough… feel like gonna have fever… then I woke up, off the fan, wear jacket n tracksuit, have 2 panadol, cover myself with blanket n cont sleep, although is very hard… I just want to make myself sweat, I cant fall sick now, got many things to settle… iek212 test, dad’s dvd project, my badminton competition and also training… so many things to settle, I really cant fall sick now…

Awake at 6 something, whole body sweating, feel much more better than last night… phew, luckily it works… used what my mum use to do to me, whenever fever, cover myself with blanket n wear jacket, have 2 panadol n go sleep without fan… maybe yday go jogging under big sun, but is already 6pm, yet still so sunny, I cant do anything… or perhaps is ah fai pass it to me, he just recover from fever also…

‘Remember, we are usm badminton team’, this phrase sound familiar, haha… but then… forget about it… off-court training still do as usual, but on-court training, guess I have to find another way… set myself a target for the competition I organized, hope I can achieve it…

My badminton competition, things are going well for men double, a lot response from novis player, but for women double, very few only want to take part… if not enough participant, i don’t know want how, going to call the main organizer, c wat is their opinion… alone doing it really a lot of works, but I know that is going to be pay off whenever everything is over…

Lot’s more to share, but not for now… adios… ^^

update...

2009-09-01T02:33:00.001+08:00

Phew… after so long… here I come again… so so so many things to share here… my last post was about 1 month ago.. so many things happened… ok I start from here…
Convo exhibition, env tech manage to emerge as champion after all the hard work they have done… congratulation to you all my dear coursemates, well done… then I went back to my hometown. Kl-johor-kl before back to penang again… meet up with jeevagan on the day I back to kluang, he is getting bigger, tougher, haha. Then later we have a tea with teacher, Prasad n jeeva at old taste… about 5 hours we chat at there, turned the old taste upside down although just 4 of us, imagine if everyone is back…

Have a steamboat with kaiting, laoda n jie jie… not full enough, second round cont at sushi king… kt de leg, reminds me of when jie jie injured last time… take good care of urself… grandpa, u getting thinner and thinner, but now eating more nutrients thing than last time, good… grandma, please take good care of grandpa n urself, I seldom can go back to kluang, coming raya not sure got go back or I will stay here, c how first… send jie jie back to Russia on the day before I back to penang at klia… L next year only will be able to meet up with u again… jeeva back to Cuba today at sg airport…

All the doctors!!!!!!! Please stay away from me, my family, n my friends… people around me keep fall sick, go back 1 weeks, saw so many kind of different doctor… not just me, but all the people around me… now another 1 enter hospital already, aigh…

Experience something new… mon, after the holiday, came back for training after 1 whole week din touch my racket at all… this is the worst training that I ever have… we have to run around the court to warm up… then I though just do 1 set only, so I use full energy when last round… but suddenly, they said rest a while and prepare for another set, I almost fainted when run the second time… suddenly cant hear anything, the earth is training, but coach said cont, cont… then cont, but run slowly… wakao… I experienced what my bro told me before that train beyond our limit can see stars n cant hear anything…

Studies… had management test, English presentation, and a pop kuiz for iuk108, statistic… English presentation, I kind of satisfied as pn. Tan said it was very good, as if I was talking to someone in front, not scare or memorizing anything, spontaneous de talk, very happy with that… management test, plan to postpone at first, but then stay choose to go… 100 Q in 100 minutes, a bit difficult actually although is objective… correct 1 Q 1 mark, wrong 1 Q deduct 0.25 mark, no answer, no mark given or no mark deducted, first time take the test which is negative marking… we might get negative mark if we wrong all, haha… pop kuiz, so sudden, did not prepare at all, sad… Coming up got 2 test, this thur and next thur, hope can do well n score well…

Campus election coming soon, 1 of my coursemate taking part in it, kinda surprise that person will join… had a first meeting at outside politics place, meet up with so many ‘big shot man’… nice experience for politics, but I don’t think it suits me…

Got a big lobang from my friend, organizing a badminton competition, which I can earn a lot if everything goes smoothly… hopefully… new racket is my target, n maybe the prize as target people only usm student, good… still planning, this time my turn to be project manager… schedule to be on end of October…

Contact kota kinabalu people for hiking purpose with prof chan, but haven’t got any reply from them… got a bad news to share with my coursemate, will inform them soon… need a committee to apply everything together, but, hmm…..

Read ka blog, walao… pulau sipadan is so beautiful… n the picture he took really professional, expect the couple on bridge n the sunrise de… salute man… if got chance, I wanna go there… pulau sipadan…

Looking forward for end of the year badminton competition… hopefully these 3 tournament will run smoothly, to Australia, Thailand, n another usm open to asean university… but before that, must have good training… need to balance between study and training…

update more next time... now is 2.30am in the morning, i just wake up from sleep... going to cont to do my shits now, haha...

A Letter From The Year 2070

2009-08-04T22:54:00.001+08:00

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Zzz

2009-08-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

Thanks to all my dear coursemate for all your hardwork for the convo exhibition… this thing quite bothering me for d last few day… I don’t have any good idea to present, then I ask for u all opinion, but, is still d same… some of us doing our own part, but others got nth to do… I feel is unfair… but want give them work, duno wat work should give… I dun think I m a good leader… such a project cant handle it well, how about some big project when I going to work out there later?? L

Thinking what I should do for the exhibition, came up with an idea to do a model, still finding d material, hope can get it then I can start to do the model ASAP… but I not sure whether can get to find the material I want or not… aigh… quite disappointed with myself over this convo thing… 2 test n 1 presentation on next week before I can go back to my home town… this time I might back to kluang also, cause jie jie going back to Russia soon, n jeeva is back already… good… cant wait to go back… but I have to settle all the shit at here before I can go back peacefully…

My coursemate, I don’t know y I dun dare to look at u, the feeling is very diff compare to last time, can get to find back the feeling??? but it already gone quite some time ago… we chat halfway, but cant come to a conclusion… I wonder if we can sort this out.. some people come to my world, they leave something in my heart, some just say hello n pass by only…

still not feeling very well… time a bit terbalik already now… time to do my work, I go n slp, time to slp, I go n do my thgs… Zzz… about 1 week more only, let’s survive it n have a good time when back to hometown… adios…

first training

2009-07-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

Lalala, blink eye, 2 year we had get together le wor, haha… still remember the first day at ur house? ooi shee n jie jie pakat together with me… :p so fast… but is not over yet, more interesting to come in the future o, hehe… Jj lovezzzzz… ^-^v

what a training today it was… since masum finish ady, this is the first official training ba… before this just match play only… finally today miss lee came n guide us… almost died when I train with ah yang, that insane guy… a lot of things to improve on… maybe today my sparring partner is ah yang, that’s y I feel very xin ku, cant win him want… but is good to me, can learn many things… is ok, just the first training, more things to come also as miss lee said… n not many ppl attend today training, from 12-3, done evything till 5pm… then sleep till now… night 7-10 got sparring again with outside player, I cant make it ady, already half dead, go also cant play well… I been playing badminton everyday since tues till today… almost like a full time player liao, haha… a lot of comptt coming also, budget to Australia already approved, now just look on our performance n commitment… hope that USM invitation to ASEAN universities also can success, imtgt also… so many within this sem only…

cant spend too many time on badminton only also… got many other things waiting for me to do it especially studies… started management yday, IOP also halfway ady… hgf essay still need go c prof chan again… get A- for his kuiz, a little bit disappoint as I start to read for the kuiz very early n repeat a few time yet still get A- only… congrats to my fren who get A, but not to those who copied others n get A… iek also need go find tutor for something…

botanical garden trip is on tmr morning… then aftnn till night got novis comptt, sun too… this weekend kinda busy… 2 more weeks I can go back le, haha…

H1N1 getting serious nowadays, many campus have been close, duno when usm main campus wanna close since engineering campus also close ady… but dun like upm which they forward their sem break… I still nt feeling that well since come back from um… hope can recover soon ba… peace….

stupid class~~

2009-07-23T12:25:00.000+08:00

Here am I in this stupid lab, learning autocad, but that stupid lecturer shock sendiri there only drawing on his own n we here playing our game, online chit chatting…

Hmm, wat to share this time… novis game will be on next weekend, but I will b going to the PBA trip in the morning first… convo exhibition is around the corner, but not a shit have been done yet… aigh…

UM tournament… quite a sad outing for us… we in the same group with UM n UKM… lose 2-3 to both of the team n cant proceed to the next round… UM n UKM eventually is the finalist of the competition… couple of uni also have good player, such as MMU, UTAR, UITM is always… UM quite unfair for this time comptt, sir said that next time dun want to join this competition already, spend about 3 days at there, but we spend abt rm2000, the whole team la..

First day we lost on the tournament.. next day we went to watch asian junior championship, iskandar lost in the final, msia first double pair also lost in the final… get to see a few msia star player o… including Datuk Lee Chong Wei li, haha… got took a photo with him, will upload this later… n other’s also, ah yang fren, chan kwong beng, hafiz hashim, liew daren, syawal, misbun son, n so on…

Recently head quite pain o, got no med to eat, haih… got 2 med, 1 expired ady, while I left 1, try to find in penang, hope can get it… keep grow more n more… n mouth also, d other day while I eat ice cream, got stuck o, so funny, first ever time, haha… need more rest recently as head cant take it… but got a lot of things to do also, haih… try to cope up with it…

Class going to dismiss soon… cont next time…

Name urself!!!

2009-07-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

to Anonymous, name yourself 1st, before we can further this topic, if not, there is nothing to say anymore… Yinsan? Yin mun? Michelle? Kelvin? Derrick? Name urself!!!!!

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

2009-07-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

first of all, I dun wish to involve myself in so many activities, I just like to involve in those activities which I like to join, such as badminton team, haha…

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

I feel that is not a MUST to treat everyone nice or help anyone, coz in the end when u need help, they might be the first want who will run away, especially in studies… so I just help those who I wish to help, but not those who will be silent whenever I need help…

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

In my class, I do wish I no need be the monitor somemore, coz I gain nothing but a lot of problem when I become the monitor, isn’t??? everyone come and ask me this n that, take note from me, but is there really someone that wish to help me back???

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

in badminton team, I might not be the most quiet want, haha… this is the place where I enjoy d most… captain torres, ah yang, ah hui, kok tong, kai wah, vitya, wan wen, this r all I so call buddy… next week going to UM competition, looking forward, hehe… but I do wish if can get to play, if cant also nvm, at least a game will do… J

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

not really when I in my hostel, got a new roommate, n his gang, really funny them, just listen to their conversation, when I eating rice also can puke out, haha…

why when I back to usm le I so quiet???

I dun wish to involve in the MPP pilihan raya again, but seems like they calling me back to help, c how first… I dun wish to involve in the MPD again coz of d YDP n the rest of the BOD, but I would like to stay at this hostel again, my first choice if I not going to move out to stay… in order to do that, I still need to obey d rules… L

y I so long din update my blog arr???

2009-07-10T01:02:00.001+08:00

y I so long din update my blog arr???

I spend about 3 weeks holiday at johor, got no internet, then about 10 days at KL, went to genting, bring frens walk around KL, shopping…

y I so long din update my blog arr???

come back usm about 1 week, unpack my things, buy this buy that, car spoiled, play dota with new roommate n new fren, n gonna start training soon, jogging…

y I so long din update my blog arr???

cause sometime I duno where should I start from, which wanna share n which I dun want… I wrote 1 before but I decide to delete it after that…

y I so long din update my blog arr???

I spend most of my time in front of my laptop yet most of d time I cant access to internet due to lousy USMhotspot, haih… apex university, apek university la…

y I so long din update my blog arr???

coz late I been went to eat with my new roommate n new fren at a place which just cost me rm1 for lunch n rm2 for dinner… I went there once b4 which I think the food is not that much, but when I went with my new fren, the auntie give a lot coz my new fren them very close with the people there… only spend rm3 per day for lunch n dinner, which is very full, isn’t it worth it???

y I so long din update my blog arr???

recently I will help torres in preparing the badminton novis competition in usm, a lot of paper work need to do, so ma fan, aigh… here need to sign, there need to chop, this n that… apek university la…

y I so long din update my blog arr???

I get a lot of notes from 3 year n graduated senior, many many for me to polish it before I can use it… couple of good notes I found, good… quite happy as I have d material to study ady now…

- to be continue-

back from masum lo~

2009-06-05T00:21:00.003+08:00

woo… I have come back from masum tournament a week ago, having fun at kl now… where should I start this time, haha…

masum tournament, usm boy’s team got no 2 among all the university in msia… very happy, but if we could get champion, it should be more meaningful… our group rival, uitm, we purposely lose to them to siam UM, we manage to do so, n surprisingly, uitm won against UM in quarter final, we manage to fight our path all the way to final, but eventually we lose 3-2 to uitm… our first double pair, ismail n torres, almost won, but lost so little only… quite disappointed, but flash back, we already fight our way to final, it has been not a very road also… I get to play 2 games only out of 6, first is versus uitm which we want to purposely lost… when we already losing 3-0, then is time for me to play, I tried hard to play, but due to the condition and the shuttlecock at uum, hardly we can perform well… the lighting is very bad, cannot even see where is the ball, n the ball is very heavy, must hit it really hard only the ball can go base line… before that I already cannot really perform well, plus this condition, even worse… then my second game was against UDM I think… me n my partner, kok tong, we won the match… quite happy… haha… our opponent was very lanci at starting, and their penyokong also, but eventually we won it, I feel very satisfied, at least me n my partner contribute a winning point… I cant play my next game because our team think I not suitable, n leave it to hazwan play… a bit unhappy at first, but is ok la… this is a team event, does not care who play, who din play, important is we won… is a great experience for me… the feeling to play badminton is stronger for me now… a lot’s more for me to catch up to perform back my skill and stamina like when I was form 6, which I play, I can get the satisfied feeling everytime… I must train hard n hope can partner torres for coming tournament after ismail have left… or kok tong also can…

whole tournament, we stay at uum, sime darby college… so lousy the college, so dirty, kok tong even found bra under his bed when we first get there, haha… toilet also lousy, the door so low, I can see other ppl head when they bathing, haha… some good part is, beside our room there is a tv room, quite big n got astro… then food quite cheap, but we got no much choice… this tournament, for boy badminton team, more like go a holiday, 4 of us brought laptop there, everyday we play dota or snooker, some of them play fifa also… enjoy only, no pressure, or worries, haha… uum really a jungle, come out got nothing, even kluang town also much more better than there, nearest small town also about 20minutes away… usm boy badminton team, I really enjoy when with u all, especially shang ling, ah yang, ah hui, torres, kok tong, ismail, we share a lot of things together, n have a lot of fun, wow… so nice… hope we can have a chance all go out to play another tournament k…

from left, shang ling, our best player, former individual masum champion... then ah hui, hazwan, me, kok tong, torres, kam fook coach, ismail, ah yang and sze jei... got video for our games also, but guess i wont upload it here...

second semester result is out… quite surprise, I improve a lot actually compare the first sem, but still not that satisfied, but overall, I m happy with the result as I din expected to get this high… no really got a lot of time to study, came back during study week, me n dear happen some big things, then parents…. though I go back still can manage to catch up what my coursemate have done all the while when I was not there, but, hmm…. is ok la…. congrats to my fren them who got dean list, yee lynn, hui er, michelle, Kelvin, yinsan, yin mun, happy for u all… keep it up…

going back to kluang tmr, hahaha… is time to have fun again… hope can play badminton everyday, then I can shape up my skill again… but duno why the feeling of playing badminton is different from 1 place to another, the best place for me to play is below my condo at kl, where I play with some uncle, the feeling is so nice each time after I play, I can smash very hard, play all my ball, but when I back to usm n play, is totally different… haih… I will try to learn more, my target is try to make a impact on a tournament when I representing usm 1 day… hope I can achieve it… :-)

planning to go somewhere to play, but duno want go where, haih… Cameroon, scare too expensive, maybe go genting ba, or c how, go back only discuss with the gang… tmr going back in d aftnn, then night got steamboat ady, meet evybody, haha… day after that hope can go my gf house have dinner with her family, hehe, want eat ‘zhu jiao chu’ also li… :P

till here ba, update again next time… grandpa, grandma, I m coming back tomoro… :-)

masum, i m coming...

2009-05-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

phew… after dear went back to kl… is time for me to start my 1st official badminton training… before this I did not receive any formal training before, just keep play match and learn from mistake only…

the training, was quite tiring… we have to do drill every time before we start our training, then train footwork, stroke, then only match play… sometime will have multi-shuttle also… our formation is shang ling is our first single ( former masum single champion ) which is our leader also… then follow by torres and ismail, our first double pair, who they partner before for imtgt tournament before this… second single is ah yang, second double, now we got 3 player to choose, 1 is me, then kok tong and hazwan, haven’t decide yet, but I guess most probably will be me and kok tong, coz we have train for some time, that hazwan just come for training 2 time only… and last single is sze jei, did not put much hope on him, although he is good, but he don’t have stamina, training also want don’t want like that… so angry with him… our this time formation can consider very strong also… I guess we might emerge as champion, if everything goes accordingly, coz we got 2 strong single player, now I still don’t know masum standard till where, but after I see IMTGT tournament, I guess the standard won’t till very high also…

for myself… I don’t know why… I feel that I play badminton last time is much better than now, when I started to play hard and train hard, partner with kah shiuan that time… I can feel that I smash harder, jump also higher, energy also enough, but now not that strong already… I don’t know whether the player I meet now is much stronger, so I look weaker, or what is the problem, I just cant get the satisfied feeling after every time I training, some time I quite angry with myself… but whatever it is, I’m training hard now, I will try to give my best for the tournament…

coach said the way I hold racquet is wrong, and the position when I jumping smash also wrong, makes me cant come force out all my energy, so my smashing was not that hard… hmm, but I think from last time till now I use the same way to play only, why last time I can smash hard, but now cant already… grr, I will try to change this when I come back from the tournament, now got not enough time for me to chance already…

after watching a couple of games from sudirman cup, I will try to learn how they defend, especially lee yong dae, my idol, haha… when he defend, he will half squat and put his racquet in front of him, while me is standing and put racquet below me… I must try to change this to improve my defend…

ok, enough about my badminton things… I will be going UUM on Tuesday, and back on 27th, if I not mistaken, if we fight till final la, hehe… hope we can win this tournament… good luck to usm team… ^^

next, got something especially for my dear… dear arr, remember I told u that I got something special to write to u, hehe… hmm, actually that time I felt that I got a little abandon u, din accompany dear that much, due to training in the morning and evening, very tired, then torres also beside me, got not much time can accompany dear, even call also some time din talk much coz I tired after training… so lo, wanna tell dear I realize about this, not that I ignore, I care, so, whenever I got free time, I will call dear, and acc dear as long as I can lo… I wrote down dear d class timetable, but I wrote it on my note book, which I will seldom look at it now, if last time I will write on a piece of paper and pierce it on the board, now I din do that, so I cant remember when dear got class… hmm, since this is my blog, so I can write wateva I wish right? at here, I want to say something to my dear… bb, dd love ya, muackzzz… ^^ after my tournament le, go back cai accompany dear ya, wait me o, another 2 more weeks, hehe… hope this 1 month holiday I can bring go somewhere to play… looking forward to it…

missing my old friend in kluang, all having holiday now, but I still at here o, grr…. if around this time, I should be watching champions league with wen jie lo, play badminton with laoda, night play dota with f2 geng, mountain climbing with leeping them, n so many more.. waiting jie to come back from Russia, then planning to go for a trip, so many things wish to do during this 1 month holiday… go back play badminton with those uncle also…

something about my buddy… laoda that day bring car accidently hit on someone, although long time already, but I still want to mention at here.. cause it seems like he got trauma after this accident, he really very very scared… go back just talk to him… wen jie now seems like goyang kaki, haha, while his gf went to primary school teaching o… jeevagan, coming back soon from Cuba, looking forward to meet u too… jie jie coming back from Russia around 20th, u come back enough ya, dun bring d flu along… :p super big head danny, that day suddenly called me, ask about bus from penang to kl, then he come to penang that night also, haha… meet him and went to batu feringgi with him, quite fun… ^^ sherene, duno how is her ady, heard that she planning to go sg to work… waiting to go her bro shop at kluang mall… n so so many more inside my mind that I wanna share… now late le, cant think le… cont some other day ba… maybe after my tournament… good luck to me… ^^ adios….

penang trip picture~

2009-05-06T05:20:00.049+08:00

haha, USM line suddenly allowed me to upload photos to blog.. so happy... choose out some of the nice picture that me and my dear took together on her penang trip... but some of the picture still with dear, i haven't get from her... this is part from it, hope you guys can enjoy...

inside usm, highest peak, can see penang bridge and so call penang twin tower..

fort cornwallis, arrive there late, cant go in inside, a lot of cannon o...

look at the cannon, dear watch out o, hehe...

outside queensbay, rock beach, quite a nice place to stay if at night

pagoda at kek lok si, me and dear climb up to 5th or 6th storey, so tiring, and so high, make my leg shivering :x

inside kek lok si, 1 of the statue buddha

look, who's that? tortoise!!! so many inside kek lok si...

bought bread and vegetable to feed them, the feeling is so great!!!

this want is small tortoise, is the type of tortoise dear bought for me...

bukit bendera, the picture a bit blur, took by an uncle....

this want much nicer, took by me, hehe...

inside the very small train, small space but still manage to take picture ^^

top of penang hill, penang is just below our leg :x

an old train of the top of penang hill, once, this train was use long time ago...

sell take picture, i think is very nice... ^^

snake temple, and some of the creature inside...

cobra

performing on stage

a very huge cobra inside a big cage

look at it, how big it is...

tortoise~~

eee, izzit call monitor lizard??

monkey, very cute, but very agressive...

haha, this is lizard, a very disgusting want...

taiwan bull at queensbay, cute? haha..

dear at taiwan bull ^^

XXXL chicken ^.^

delicious mango ice ^-^v

temple at lorong burma, sleeping buddha is here...

throwing coin into wishing pond, manage to throw in 3 out of 5...

dear turn...

a huge buddha statue, the angle of this pic is from bottom de...

another nice buddha statue, spend a long time to take this picture...

this is it, the very huge sleeping buddha...

outside the temple, got a pair of huge dragon...

entrance of Toy Museum

child's play, scary toy...

a full set of pikachu, maybe xiaomei can name some of the character...

we got a spiderman here, and also a spiderwoman o, haha...

kungfu panda, thank you mickey for take this picture for us...

Lil' Stitch, hehe...

me and lao fu zi, leeping comment was first time saw 'da fan shu' same height as the 'lao fu zi', kakaka, suppose to be shorter...

this was the huge horse that we saw on the beach together with a foreigner...

dear's turn... ^^

i like this picture a lot... lovely~

this was part of the picture we took together... sweet memory for both of us... try to upload more picture next time... and look forward for next holiday together lo... ^-^v

Dear penang trip

2009-05-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

hmm, this time, where should I start my story again, haha… last post was in the middle of final exam, hmm, really a hard time to pass, this time exam, without the help of some of coursemate like last semester, is pretty hard for me as I don’t have the complete notes… luckily some of them turn up and help me in the end, thanks… with some of my coursemate, hmm, guess no need elaborate more ba, what past have past, try to look forward…

the moment after I finish my last paper, I have to prepare for my dear to come le, wahaha… really rushing that few day, have to study, find the map of penang, find this and that… thank you ah pui and kaiwah, show me the road around penang, kaiwah even become my tour guide, go take her and bring her here and there, phew, more familiar with the penang road now… I will try to upload some photo if can, many photo we took together, but I don’t whether USM line allow to upload or not, I shall try later…

the moment have came, dear reach here at Wednesday night, then we went and had our dinner at some lousy mamak stall (sorry dear, let you have some not nice de dinner, hehe), and went to watch Manchester United vs Arsenal at midnight 3am with ah pui also… MU won 1-0, but it should be at least 3-0 or 4-0 want, is ok la…

First day of our journey, had penang famous cendol and char koey teow at penang road, and a egg tart… then we went to penang hill, but the person told me kek lok si will close earlier, so we went to kek lok si first.. First time went there, don’t know the road, quite dangerous as I driving kancil car only… Wow, really a place that should not be miss, somemore there got a huge Guan Yin Statue, which both of us got a shock, first we though that it was a construction of a building, but actually it was a Guan Yin Statue… Me and dear also donated rm30 to write our family’s name on a piece of, how to say, later they will put the thing on the top of the guan yin statue, as a cover (bumbung), hehe, paiseh, English lousy… got many very pretty place at this kek lok si, me and dear also went and climb the pagoda, until my leg shivering as too high for me, haha… last place we went is the tortoise pond, wow, so excited as both of us also like tortoise a lot… bought 2 packet of bread and 1 packet of vegetable to feed on them, got photos also, I will try to upload… we spend about nearly 3 hours there before move to penang hill…

penang hill, the train is a bit not comfortable as we have to stand about 30 mins before reach the peak, quite tiring and dear also quite dizzy, grrr… but there is no other way we can reach the top, so have to bear with it… somemore quite crowded in the train also, have to squeeze with other people… reach the top, is was quite surprise for dear, as I went up there before, so to me still ok… dear was quite happy with the place and scenery, penang was actually below our foot only, haha…

next place on the same day, haha… time to fill up our stomache le… Macalister road steamboat, ho ho ho… both of us eat so so many thing there… this place, if any of my friend come, I sure bring them there also, as only RM20 per person and you can eat till you want to vomit… very full actually… dear also said very worth it, she surprise by the place too…

2nd day, 1st place we went is snake temple, before that we had a chicken rice at Lorong Chulia, still ok only, normal chicken rice… snake temple very nice too, a lot of snake to see, though of want to carry a snake together with dear and take a photo, but the snake is too big, there’s a yellow small snake, but both of us not dare, hehe… got quite a few very huge snake inside there too, another must visit place… next, we went to queensbay, had a mango ice at Taiwan bull shop, and some snacks such as Doraemon favourite food, Doreyaki and Japan sweet potato… both of us like ‘jalan jalan cari makan’ in penang, haha… spend some time at the seaside in front of queensbay before we come to USM… show dear around my university, she said quite big o, hehe…

next, we went to chocolate house, wow, tasted so many kind of chocolate, the staff there treat us very well… but in the end we din bought anything also as all the chocolate come in big packet… really got a lot of chocolate there, fruits, coffee, sugarless and so many other type of chocolate… then we went to Fort Cornwallis and Esplanade in the evening, so many people there… see cannon at there and had a walk beside the sea… had a wantan mee at chulia street, ah pui introduce this place to me want, went there once before and I think the wantan mee really nice, so bring dear went there again… night we went to eat penang famous nasi kandar before went to watch a movie, wolverine, at queensbay, hehe…

3rd day, we had a buffet lunch at Gurney Hotel as I got the lucky draw before this on my coursenight… the food not as nice as the steamboat place, but the environment was quite ok… just like some of the food there, the sushi was lousy, and so was some of the food there… but free want, so just go la, haha… then we visited sleeping Buddha at lorong Burma there, wow, Is a very huge sleeping Buddha… really got a shock of this place, none of my penang friend told me before, discover by those brochure… and opposite there also got another temple, I guess is some Thailand temple, very beautiful also… start to rain when we about to go back, just go pass by gurney plaza before go to toy museum… rm10 per entry, first though of quite expensive, but inside, the place is really nice… flash back all my childhood superheroes, power ranger, xmen, street fighter, and so so much more anime character inside there… went to batu feringgi beach after that, cannot find a place to land on, haha… finally found 1, quite nice, but just manage to spend 30minutes at there cause it started to rain already… took a photo with a foreigner who was riding on a huge horse by the seaside…

that was the last place we went together… dear took 12.30pm bus on Sunday and went back le… L so sad… but as always, both of us look forward to meet with each other for next time, guess after my badminton competition… currently I still in USM, staying here to practice badminton for masum on 18-28 at UUM… staying at bakti with ah pui as my roommate, haha, quite fun also… today was officially first day training, don’t know why cannot play well, hate myself with it… try to improve again and most probably I will be playing second double for usm… hope we can be top 3 in whole Malaysia for badminton event…

that’s all for this time, will keep update again… adios… ^.^

after a long time...

2009-04-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

after a long time, I come back to my blog again… few thing to share here…

after my last posting, something big happen to me… consider as a lesson to me, I don’t know who to seek help, I don’t what I can do, and I also don’t know what I should do… just can wait and let time pass… I don’t know who to seek help, who to share with, finally, I surrender myself to someone… that’s HIM, our mighty Creator… I seek help from HIM, I told HIM, please help me, I do regret already, but please help me for this time, and I ate vegetarian for more than 1 week plus totally as I promised HIM… that’s the reason why i ate vegetarian my dear course mate… finally, the thing settled already, such a relief to me, I really learnt a big lesson…

after this problem, another problem came too, my family… poor mum, dear dad, me and younger sister don’t know what should do… for the first time, me and my other 3 siblings chat together on msn for quite some time, seeking help from my big brother at England and my sister who also not at home… I went back for injection and prepare for my final exam, yet such a thing happened, nothing I can do, and I went back also did not get to study much as I don’t have enough material to study, aigh… 1 day after I come back, my family went back to peace, phew… don’t know why so many things happening around me…

sherene, my godsis also many things happen to her… all the things happen is BIG BIG things, to me, as a rare experience that we can get… she also happen some big thing on herself, then towards her family also… same with me, haha, that day just called her and talk about 20mins…

up next, want to share some enjoyable moment… IMTGT tournament at perlis, wow, a great experience to me… first time represent USM to a tournament, get 2 t shirt, 1 set of wind breaker and also a cap… we get no 2 for boy’s badminton while the girl’s get no 1… girl’s got no fight at all, such a easy win overall… boy’s we lost to UMSU, a university from Indonesia at final… we had a great fight, a bit pity we lose, our team will be much stronger if join by our senior, shangling, but he got exam, so can’t do anything with it… I also get to exchange shirt with that UMSU top player, and I pretty like their shirt, all very nice… UNIMAP hostel quite boring, far inside an estate, handphone got no line sometime, but is really cheap, rm8 per week per person for a hostel something like a flat house, 5 person per house which got 3 room, 2 toilet, 1 kitchen and 1 hall, but got a lot of unwanted insect, haha… most enjoy part of the trip is play cards, all the guys play together, the want who lose have to give the winner pluck their hairy leg, haha… I won twice, so I pluck other people leg hair, haha…

erm, now having final exam… 3 paper down, 4 more to go… maths, English and solid waste management down, overall, I very disappoint with my maths paper, cause I very like maths, but I don’t have enough material to study, don’t have enough time, I don’t think I can get a good grade also, although my course seems get 28/30, which is very high… but, aigh, aiming for A, but now, if get B+ I also happy already, is a 4 credit hour course which stand a lot for CGPA, maybe will retake if got time…

MASUM is coming, I m part of the badminton team, my last paper for final is till 29/4, and the training starts at 2/5, don’t have enough time to go back le, somemore is my dear birthday on 27/4, see how first, maybe she will come up here… hopefully she can come and I can bring her go around penang and have some memorable fun at here…

4 more paper to go, have started to study for that 4 paper although long way to go, next Tuesday, next Friday, then on 27 and 29 is my last 2 paper which is killing paper… so now prepare for next Tuesday and next Friday want first, after that I will start early to prepare for that 2 killing paper…

can’t wait to go back again… 1 week at home really best, play badminton with dear, play with uncle, watch 2 movie, TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS 4 (very very nice ) and KNOWING ( the story line is nice too) … at usm now, did not enjoy as much as last semester, but having a lot of fun with my badminton geng, that night also went and watch football with ah pui on 3am in the morning, haha… Liverpool versus Chealsea, what a nice game to watch, 4-4, total aggregate 7-5, chealsea go through and versus Barcelona the next game, while Manchester United created history when they are the first England team to beat Porto at home, wahaha, Christiano Ronaldo scored the only goal on second league, win by total aggregate 3-2… and going to play with arsenal in the semi-final…

miss those day when at kluang, everyday can play badminton with laoda and wenjie, that day just meet wenjie at KL, long time din meet laoda already, don’t know how he doing at JB… go back must test his badminton skill again, haha… sherene also, few time cant meet up with her at KL, grrr…. ooishee and jie jie coming back too, wahaha… meet them last when Chinese new year… Singapore friend, how are you all… plan to go redang want, but nobody free to become organizer, maybe will be going to Malacca with laoda and kaedeng, haven’t decide yet, see how la…

time to start study, adios…. (tomorrow going to pc fair, hehe)

Feeling of being USED... :-(

2009-03-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hi, here am I to write blog again cause feeling something unsatisfied around me… Got a feeling like being used, when they need my help, as a girl, of course they got this advantage like, mm, don’t know how to say in English, in Chinese is ‘teh’ someone, but when I need their help back, pulling a long face at me and said, ‘nah, get it yourself’ or giving it to me unwillingly… As my friend, I do help them if within my ability and when I m free, sometime I do even offer my help to them if I know they need it and feeling shy to ask, cause I know the feeling when I need other people help, in university, is very tough to survive alone, we need friends, coursemate especially cause need to do group assignment and presentation together and so on, but, haih, don’t know whether I think too much or got misunderstanding… hopefully I can find some REAL friend before I graduated…

2 test down, almost settle my sport’s day thing, now left English listening test, English presentation, IEG102 assignment and IEG102 test… All this should be done before next Wednesday, and now I m quite free, no more activities for me, going to finish up all my work, before I going to UNIMAP to compete in badminton tournament on next Friday… And going back on the following Thursday, wahaha… I also hope can start revise a bit for my final exam before I going back to KL for study week, as I can have more time accompany my girlfriend, hehe…

that’s all for this time, Adios… ^^

Another long story from me

2009-03-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

so sorry to miss ‘gan’ coz I got no free time to write a blog here… hmm… where should I start, so many things to write on… to my listeners, this blog will be another long want from me…

hmm, first… to my coursemates… is not that difficult to be my coursemate, is sometime things I see which is unfair and I not satisfied with that, I will write it here, maybe is to you, maybe is not, but somehow that’s the thing I want to say, if you cannot take it, then I’m sorry, that’s the words from my heart… next, I want to thanks to my group members, yinsan, yinmun, michelle, derrick, phaik ju, and Kelvin for helping me all the time in studies, I miss out a lot due to other activities, n especially michelle, I will treat u eat someday for helping me do so many things for SHE and lab reports… to my group members too, sometime I will just keep quiet and do my own things, let me be, cause on the same time I have to study and thinking how to solve certain problem, so sorry for sometime I can’t be friendly with you guys…

MPD, majlis penghuni desasiswa, the student council for my desasiswa I staying now… The sports event just over yesterday, this is the thing that makes me a lot of trouble… I’m the project manager for this event, all the orders given to me I already done it yet still so many problem occurs… first, the committee itself, I ask for a meeting, the person did not attend, next meeting when ask by the president what is their work, they say don’t know, cause Jackie did not tell them, %^@$$#@$&@*(#$&*($, of course that person don’t know what to do cause did not attend the meeting earlier, then I get scolded for this, is this fair? I ask that person to do work, she say busy, not free, got many things to do, later ask what work they have done, don’t have, say I HERO show, all the things I do by myself, of course I do by myself since nobody want to help me… I m so disappointed with it, before get the chance to explain, they already scold me like shit, if I talk back later say I ‘kurang ajar’, this and that, arrrgghhhhhh… and about the t-shirt things also, ask me to collect RM7 for atlit, then on meeting said is RM10, not RM7, asking why I collect RM7 but not RM10, cause I heard RM7, so I collect RM7, if I know is RM10, of course I will collect RM10, what for I want to disobey order and collect RM7, asking for trouble for my own?? The whole MPD, I disagree the most with Rama, the way he talk, I can’t take it, he is a ‘big person’ in USM, organize few big event before like USM Convocation, is 1 of the biggest event in USM, so he expects we all know how to handle small project like this sports.. I m just first year, did not experience how is the Sports Day in a University before, and I already keep asking the elder AJK, what they told me I already arrange and did it, but still… Cause of this event, I HATE MPD of Bakti Permai from now on… I seriously don’t want to take part anything else for the committee, but 2 more weeks to go, there will have a dinner for all the AJK, and I got a little work for that, never mind, I will do it, for the last time… If not for the sake to stay at this Desasiswa, I won’t care anymore…

This is also 1 of the most lousy committee I have ever join, inside got 6 Majlis Tertinggi, which is 1 YDP, 2 NYDP, 2 Setiausaha and 1 Bendahari, we name is as MT, then other’s is Portfolio, for example, I from Portfolio Sukan, then got Kebudayaan, Akademik, and so on… When got meeting, all of us just listen to order and do work, this committee does not have the friendship, just got BOSS and WORKERS, BOSS pass order to WORKERS, WORKERS just do it, that’s it… Among themselves got friendship, but towards others, I guess 75% agree with me, coz from 56 AJK, the meeting now held, less than 20 AJK will be there already, cause go there is only do work, and listen to orders, does not have the sense of friendship or fun, I would not going to join MPD the next semester, I WON’T… Maybe I will represent Badminton only, other than that, I’m sorry, the badminton I join also for the sake of staying at this desasiswa again… If not, I will already join with ah pui and other badminton friend… Haih, disappointing…

Next, about my badminton, 2 more weeks we are going to IMTGT tournament which is a tournament among universities in Malaysia, Indonesia, and Thailand… But Malaysia only will represent from the north part, UUM, UNIMAP, UITM and USM if I not mistaken… Our strongest player got a test and will not be there, so sad, if got him, then we have a bright chance to win it, last year we got into the semi-finalist and the girls got champion… This time, cause that senior is not playing, I get a chance to play as substitute, got other 2 malays senior, ah pui, ah yang and me.. Ah hui will be going also as team manager, 4 of us is good buddy from badminton team… Hope we can win this tournament… And that day I went to heal my hand by a Chinese tradisional doctor, wow, so pain, my finger there got hurt, but now getting better, ah pui leg got sprained too, hope he can recover fast and play together with us on the coming event…

about studies, I got so many class that have already finish teaching, now I doing revision for it… Got a assignment to hand up, a couple of presentation to do, then finish my lesson for the second semester, will be going back on 2 april for injection for Hepatitis A and B, also the study week, can study together with my gf this time, but I worry if I got any question, I cannot ask my coursemate them…

sometime, I do miss my old friend… but I unable to reach them… like jeevagan who studying at Cuba, laoda at JB, wenjie at UPM, king chai at UPM, jie at Russia, ooi shee at Sabah, Sherene and ah sy jie at KL, Pn presanna at Kluang, and so on… F2 gangs and also F3 gangs… Cant wait for the holiday and meet them up…

oh ya, nearly forget to share this experience… Fireflyz company, a flight company from Malaysia Airlines, offer the passengers such a lousy services… I suppose to take this flight to back to KL on 5th March on 6.45PM, first the flight is delayed to 7.30PM, then around 7.15PM, the operator said THE FLIGHT IS CANCELED… Oh my god, I already cannot wait to go back and give a surprise to my gf already on that time, yet problems occur again about the flight… Then the operator ask us to board a Malaysia Airline flight to KLIA instead of Subang Airport on 8.30PM, I asked, is there any compensation for us, at least they should ready a bus for us to travel from KLIA to Subang, is about 1 hour plus drive and if take taxi, cost about RM70, who have to pay for that? Many of us complaining there, yet the operator ask us faster go register at the Malaysia Airline Flight before it is full, seems like threatening us, such a lousy service, no compensation also, Airasia only delay their flight from morning to afternoon, they get RM200 voucher for that, Fireflyz, want to go Subang, send us to KLIA, without any compensation, 1 word for you, LOUSY… If I ask u, u want to travel from JOHOR to KL, the bus spoiled, I ask another bus send you to Negeri Sembilan and you have to go back on your own, are you pissed off?

That’s all from me… Thank you…

Recently...

2009-03-01T17:49:00.001+08:00

Sorry for long time I did not update my blog.. Is been a busy week for me, with tests, presentation and assignment to hand up. Tomorrow still got 2 tests for me, and Wednesday got another English writing test, before I can go back on Friday.. L

Since come back from Chinese new year till now, I got a lot of works to do, makes me very stress, have to cope up with studies some more, my only time to relax is every day I will spent a little time on playing games, DOTA and COUNTER-STRIKE is my favourite, or at least play a match of CHESS versus Computer, that will be enough for me, haha. Other than that, it will be on my badminton training, it is the best way for me to relax and enjoy, although is tiring, but I really enjoyed it, with my badminton friend them too, ah pui, ah hui, and ah yang.. Last Thursday 4 of us just went out for steamboat nearby KOMTAR there… When I back to class and see my coursemate, everything inside my brain is only studies, is there anything I haven’t do? Is there anything need to follow up or read? Are there any test coming up? Myself is so tension, keep have the feeling I got tons of things to do. And, I hardly got time to spent together with my coursemate to study together, back to form 6, we have plenty of time to do our homework together in the class. Maybe that makes the different why myself now not so enjoying with my coursemate rather than my badminton friends…

Other than that, sometime I really cannot stand certain things that my coursemate them did, when the lecturer trying to teach us, these people brings laptop to the class to prepare for the next presentation things, keep talking and don’t know what they discussing about, interrupt while teacher teaching with other nonsense, how I wish I could get back to last time F3, where all of us will be silent when teacher teaching, then just talk after teacher have finish teach… If don’t want listen to the class, you can do your own things silently without disturbing others, but rather than that, you people playing with your laptop under the table or chit chatting over there loudly…

Last Wednesday also I got my English class together with my 5 coursemates and from other course, this 5 coursemates together don’t want go to the class because don’t know how to do the teacher’s homework, rather than go ask the teacher, these people said that ‘this time we don’t want go la, this semester we can skip 3 classes for English, let’s us this for 1 time’, arrr, shit you people… Although I don’t know how to do the homework either, and after the whole day class and still got badminton training after the English class, I still go to the class at 4pm, the class started at 5pm but I go earlier to ask the teacher how to do the homework and finish up on the spot. These 5 people too don’t like the teacher, saying that she so scary, maybe because of the homework given by her, but on that day class, is so fun, we chatted for so long things outside the book, like occupation, become a nurse, how to delivery baby and so on, we enjoyed a lot on that class… Let’s see how you guys going to explain to the teacher on why this all of you together did not attend the class… After did not attend the class, then come to ask me is there any homework, to be frank, I really don’t wish to tell, but still, I have to tell them… arrgghhh….

Good luck to all my friends on the coming 2 test, then I can wait to go back on Friday, hahaha… ^-^v … peace….

Course night, busy week, and my personal experience

2009-02-22T03:52:00.001+08:00

Hi guys and girls, today I got 3 things to share with you all. Maybe another old nanny sharing her own experience here. Enjoy. ^-^

First, is about the course night, or dinner organize by my school of technology industry.. It is really sucks to me, so disappointed with it. I putting on high hope to see how nice is the prompt night at university level compare to our last time MPPPU dinner.. First, we have to pay RM50 to go to a nice hotel, ok, the hotel is really nice.. But the place for our dinner is so small, and the food, not nice at all, RM50 is enough for 2 and the half of us to enjoy delicious steamboat nearby komtar there already. Then, all of us get a souvenir from the organizer, guess what is the souvenir??? Is a 15cm ruler, oh my god, compare to last time our MPPPU, at least we get something like a present. The performance also lousy, they invite and pay the Japanese society club to dance for the event, but the dance is so lousy, Danny and his groups last time dance much better than them. And, when the Dean, or the principal for our school of technology is there, this guy singing Chinese song for his performance. How can they organize a performance where the VIP don’t understand at all. The worst want, we got this Mr n Miss TI, 3 guys and 3 girls, they are invited up to the stage and play games, they need to solve some 10 mathematics questions, search 10 differences between 2 photos, guessing game, while they doing this, the audience is so boring, some of them even busy taking pictures and ignore what’s going on at the stage. I went there also cause my senior is the president of the Ti society, so give him face and go, but RM50, just eat as much as I can, but who knows, I won a lucky draw, which is a buffet lunch for 2 person at the Gurney Hotel worth RM38 each, haha. But the problem is, who I m going to bring, hope my girlfriend can be here when holidays, if not, I really don’t know want to go with who… Most probably is ‘fatty’, haha… The most interest of the dinner is the lucky draw prizes only, first price is a digital camera, where second and third is a nokia hp and a DVD player, wow. Both of my coursemate won the Mr TI n Miss TI, congratulations to them, each of them won a printer, really worth it for them, haha.. Another thing, the girls, most of them is my seniors, wear really sexy, (oopppsss, dear cannot angry o, hee, forget to tell you that day), hmm, they like very natural, many of them I find pretty with their make ups and hair style, really a different person when I meet them at university.. ^-^

Second, I got many tests, quiz, and assignment coming for this week and next week, amitabha, hope everything goes smoothly for me, studying hard for this few day.. ^^

The last want, I going to share about my own experience as a leader for a certain community or society. Take it for a example, I m a leader, and I got 10 person below me, I proposed to them buy this ABC item which I find it nice and beautiful, then I have a meeting with my committee, 10 of them disagree with me, saying that this ABC is not nice at all, and not useful. As a leader, I will consider their opinion, and not going to buy this ABC item, what about you all my friend? I sharing this thing, is cause 1 of my friend who won the MPP election, have this problem. I think, he would not consider their opinion, but strongly saying that the ABC item is still nice and beautiful, and will buy it instead of considering the committee’s opinion and buy other item. As a leader, we must consider other’s opinion before we decide something, I always told my committee, if there is any problem, do let me know, anything disagree with me or dislike me, let me know, we will solve it out, I learnt from their opinion, but not against their opinion and still say my opinion is right. Although I m a leader, it does not mean that 100% of what I do is going to be correct, maybe 95% correct, and 5% more is my committee correct, so we can have a better choice. My friends, please listen to others opinion before we come up with a conclusion, as these people sure have their own reason why they choose other item instead of ABC, we always can listen to others before we make a decision, is not too late to spend a couple of minutes, right? Now, any opinion for me about this? Do let me a comment here, thanks… Adios….

my course

2009-02-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

Today I going to share with you guys about my courses that I studying currently… For this semester, I took 7 papers, 4 is major paper, other 3 is university paper… First up is IUK291, is a calculus paper, which I find It quite difficult, study things like double integration, 3D things, last time we plot graph only x and y axis, but now is x, y and z axis… And also double differentiation, first I find this paper quite tough as I always skip class early this semester, but later on, out of the 4 major paper, this is 1 of the easiest… Maybe I like mathematics, haha…

My other 3 major paper is IEK105, IEG102 and IEK 108. IEK 105 is about scheduled waste management, more like how our country manage the rubbish, how the truck should go, how many time per day, design the road for the truck to go and so on… I find this course quite interesting also, cause today I just went an interview with the person in charge of the whole usm waste management. We ask him many questions, for example like, USM generates average 9 ton of dry waste everyday, that’s a lot to me… And many other interesting stories to learn about, so, don’t look down on this rubbish or waste, there is a lot knowledge behind it… Next is IEG102 and IEK108, this 2 paper for me is the most boring, IEG102 is something like bio + chemistry, learn about environmental things, I guess is not the course boring, is cause of the lecturer, Dr Anees from India, we could not really understand his language at first, but now already is too late, we dislike him at all… Next is IEK105, this is more like physics paper, but this is a terrible paper, from start of the semester till now, I can say don’t understand a thing at all, imagine in 1 day we can learn about 30 new equation with a lot of new symbols and don’t know what they symbolic about, and out of the 30 new equation, there’s only 1 example, how are we suppose to survive? God bless me, haha.

For this semester, I took English, ethnic relations and a CHINESE paper, haha… English is normal, but of course Pn presanna is still the best, we got a lot of things to do, presentation and so on, the lecturer quite ok but I don’t understand why my classmates so scared of her… Ethnic relation about Malaysian culture, nothing much, no need to go to lecture cause this paper took by more than 1000+ students I guess. Just read the news and finish up the coursework will do. Next, CHINESE, haha, a new subject for me, till now, I still can cope, but sometime cannot remember this word represent what, will easily forget, but I will my best as this paper is 1 of the easiest to score an A.

Alright, this is what I m going to share today, I guess this blog shall be more interesting compare to the previous want. Hehe.. Have fun enjoy… ^-^v

Busy day.. ( long winded post )

2009-02-17T01:07:00.001+08:00

What a busy day for me today… L Morning got class from 9am-5pm in the evening, but have 1 hour break for lunch, even that 1 hour also have to transfer notes to 10 pendrives which are all from my coursemates… We have to do lab on this afternoon, and the master student who can consider is our lecturer, give us back our previous reports and told us where part got problem… But we all also think the problem is with him, cause we ask him what things he want in the report such as abstract part… Normally we do it according to our last semester lecturer which includes many things, but this lecturer want us just write a few thing but want very long… And the discussion part, he told us just write WHY the results is like that, example, why the graph we get is straight, then we just need to answer is cause this and that and is enough… That is very short, but that’s the thing he want and ask us to write longer, all of us so blur, don’t know what is the thing he want and how should we write our report, arrggggg….

Up next, I got 3 meetings to attend between 5-10pm… About 5pm, I meet Kak Ala, who is Secretary for our desasiswa, to discuss with her about the TOT, the program about olahraga for our desasiswa… I told her a few problem such as cannot get cooperation from certain people… Then come this abang Rama, who is the vice-president for our desasiswa, is a very powerful man I consider as, solve my problem for me... He said who don’t want to help, he will just call them and ask straightaway, still interest with this desasiswa or not, if not they can resign their post… Of course others will say YES, haha… Great abang Rama…

About the meeting with my TOT committee members, many of them should not be a problem to me, just my sport’s Exco, 2 of them, giving me a lot of problem… This 2 person cannot accept other people opinion… I give an example, this guy have to let the PENGGAWA who we known is our KETUA DESASISWA, something like a ‘ketua kampung’ to see the design of our TOT t’shirts, he told me the design he already done it on last Wednesday, then I call him and ask him to show to the penggawa about the design whether is acceptable or not on Thursday or Friday, but till just now he not yet show to penggawa, I saw him and ask him come over, ask him why not yet show to penggawa, he just keep himself silent… Oh my god, how am I suppose to work with this kind of people, not responsible at all, if he don’t want do, just let me know, I can find other’s, want to take the work to do but don’t want to do it… And this 2 person also cannot accept other’s people opinion, must WIN no matter what it is, aigh… Think back, I guess MPPPU is much greater than this, working with those responsible person is such a nice experience…

My paper work on TOT have to re-do, got a few mistakes and less a few things… Next week I got 3 tests if I not mistaken, and a few assignments to hand up, such a busy week, but after that week is my heaven, haha, cause I going back.. ^^

Sorry to all my reader’s for my long-winded stories.. This couple of days I will have many things to do, tomorrow going to finish up the paperwork and hand it to PENGGAWA, then we whole day got class and training in the evening… Thursday will have meeting again and Friday I got course night which my senior force me to go, going to GURNEY HOTEL, RM50, hope is not going to disappoint me… Saturday and Sunday I will have to study for my coming tests…

p/s : to all my friends, is there anything you all want to know more or any comment? Feel free to write k, just tell me if my blog is too boring, cause I don’t know what things will make my reader’s feel interesting, if I can do it, of course I will do it more interesting k… Thank you… Adios… ^-^v

Hi

2009-02-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. Is me, Jackie yap wai kiong.. Haha, how should I start my blog… erm, got the feeling to write blog is coz sometimes got smth to express n share, but find a bit difficult to tell my gf who is currently studying at kl thru phone, seldom spend time with my friends over here, n read some of my fren blog, makes my got the feeling to write n express it out thru blog…

Let’s not talk about the pass… I start my blog with what happened to me recently…

Last Friday, I went to my first formal badminton training together with my badminton friends.. Before this we only have sparing between us and outsiders.. Badminton team now got a coach now for preparation for upcoming event, IMTGT badminton tournament among universities in msia, Thailand n Indonesia, USM will automatically represent msia. The tournament I think is team event, and is 2 singles and 1 double only. According to ranking in USM, I guess I got no chance to go to play, but I looking forward to go and watch and support our team. We got a few outstanding players in USM. And next tournament is MAHSUM, this want I might have a chance to play, but must train hard before that. On my first day of training, it was really tired and tough. Among players in USM, I consider is rank 1 or 2, but start count from bottom, haha. And we got to train like 1 vs 2, even 1 vs 1 I already got problem, but just give it a try, my friends them also give me some chance… Those training really tough for me, I got no stamina, coz really have to smash hard, stroke the ball hard, run here and there, come back, hold body is aching, after bath already feel like sleeping, but that afternoon I got to go KOMTAR to change somethings Till now my body is still aching, I applying COUNTERPAIN on it, hope it will heal faster coz next training is on coming Friday.. Our training is on Tuesday, Friday and Saturday morning 7.30-10, but on Tuesday I got class, so I only can attend on Friday n Saturday, then Wednesday n Friday night we got sparring training among our own and some outside friends. I prefer sparring and play game, but I believe through those training, footwork, agility and other type of training can improve my skill on badminton. This is for my badminton…

Next, I want to share about a debate competition among desasiswa ( the place we stay in USM ) in USM which I went and support my desa yesterday. It was a GREAT competition. Those debators, wow, before they start their debate, they will take a deep breath, then &*^(#@$^$^*#@%$*^$$%#*@$^#@$@# all the way to 7mins. They talk really fast, and is not rubbish, is got point in it. I talk before in front of a big crowd, without trembling or shaking, but slowly and clear, I thought myself is great enough to maybe give a speech, but when I look those debators giving their speech, I m speechless. haha. I m far more behind than them. Those senior got ask me to enter next year after they graduate, but I think is really tough. Have to speak, fast, clear, and got point in it in front of a big crowd. Wow. a round of applause to them.
Up next is what job I have to do now. For my desasiswa, I m handling a big project, TOT (temasya olahraga tahunan), is a olahraga competition among all the desasiswa in USM. I meet a few problem, especially working with those irresponsible person, but I got no choice. After this project, I told myself have to stop participating in those program. Just concentrate on my studies, and play badminton. Other activities like PPMS, pilihanraya for next year, and others, I told myself I going to give up on that cause I feel is enough for me…

Guess till here first for my first blog.. I m going back to KL on 6 of march, cant wait for it. Haha. Any comment from my friends n pals, you guys are welcome k… Adios….